These Words by The Wise Monkey Lyrics

You see my sin,know my best,know my worst
But you don't judge
That right there is the scarcest feeling

Opening and closing up again,I've been hurt so i don't trust
Now we are staring at the ceiling

I said those words before but i don't know why i'm acting my own way
You deserve to hear them a thousand times

If it is the truth why is it so hard to obey
Why do i ask for grace and then pull away

And you forgive me every time
And you say to me i am loved
It's like i'm whole again