Leaving the House by The Trust Fund Kids Lyrics

[Verse]:
Don’t you know you’ll never have to worry
About me ever falling apart?
Because I did so many years ago
A saline sea I couldn’t part

Don’t you know you’ll never have to worry?
Don’t you know you’ll never have to worry?
‘Cause I worry, boy I worry
Oh boy I worry all the time

[Chorus]:
And honestly, I’m trying to see how I woke up feeling this way
Because if I dare, it’s my cross to bear to try and feel okay
‘Cause my mind is set on cigarettes and broken tombs
Fixated on my past mistakes and the death that looms

[Verse]:
Do I have to forget about death to remember how to live?
Will we cease to matter when we have nothing left to give?
Moral panic, modern science, couldn’t make me feel alright
Who really wants to live forever but who really wants to die?
[Chorus]:
And honestly, I’m trying to see how I woke up feeling this way
Because if I dare, it’s my cross to bear to try and feel okay
‘Cause my mind is set on cigarettes and broken tombs
Fixated on my past mistakes and the death that looms

[Bridge]:
And when I stay inside, we don’t exorcise the demons out
And people like you are the reason I never leave the house

Please don’t tell Mom
I bought two tickets to Baltimore
I sit in silence
Stretch the metaphor

But I’ve become steel and concrete
Nothing much good can really grow on me
As my steely resolve becomes, Steely Reserve
I become drunk on finding problems and calming the nerves

Drunk on finding problems and calming the nerves
Drunk on finding problems and calming the nerves
Drunk on finding problems and calming the nerves
Drunk on finding problems and calming the nerves

[Verse]:
Mumbling mantras to myself, in the back of the minivan
Can’t seem to calm the currents with matteh or intervention
And I like when it rains because I don’t feel like shit for staying in
I need atonement, redemption, a chance to start again