Million Times a Day by The Stone Giants Lyrics

I don’t believe in God but I hope He believes in me
Someday I might do something good that He wants to see and
I just go through the motions all day I'm not tryin to make my mark
I stay in after dark and stay out of the way
If He's there and if He's really watchin I
Hope He can pick the truth out of all this shit I'm talkin

I'm dyin a million times a day
You'd be surprised at how quick you get used to it
You've still got hope but you're immune to it
Your dreams become a cold you just can't shake
I'm dyin a million times a day
You'd stand up straight but you're a nervous wreck
Crawl out of your skin because it doesn't fit
Crawlin on the ground just like a rattle snake

I almost got myself convinced that life is a girl I've never kissed and
Every plane in the sky is a boat I've missed
I've got nowhere to go and that's why I stay

I'm dyin a million times a day
You'd be surprised at how quick you get used to it
You've still got hope but you're immune to it
Your dreams become a cold you just can't shake
If He's there and if He's really watchin
I hope He'll lift us up from this ugly swamp that we're all caught in and

I'm dyin a million times a day
You'd be surprised at how quick you get used to it
You've still got hope but you're immune to it
Your dreams become a cold you just can't shake
I'm dyin a million times a day
You'd stand up straight but you're a nervous wreck
Crawl out of your skin because it doesn't fit
Crawlin on the ground just like a rattle snake