To: Chicago by The Spill Canvas Lyrics

[Featuring: Andy Jackson]
(Here I go again, heroine)
Layin' face down on the sidewalk
Here I go again, heroine
Layin' face down on the sidewalk
Here I go again, heroine
Stomach double knotted
Dizzy even up the light
As my bones turn to chalk
But every time I tried to pray
The windy city blew my faith away
For all my could-haves and my used-to-be's
You think that I'd have found myself some new beliefs
The fever broke the anchor made us lost kites
A tether free amphetamine you
Started sleeping on the train
To obliterate the pain
When the frost began to bite
Every time the morning came
I found another me that I could blame
For all my could have's and my used to be's (and the darkness inside me)
You think that I'd have found myself some new beliefs (in every hopeless tragedy)
For all my should have's and my hope to be's (hoped to be's)
I think it's time I found myself some new disease
At one point I thought maybe I should warn her
But such information is best reserved for our dark corners
So I lock the bathroom door and started forgetting my name
I annihilated all my pride to usher in my shame
For all my could have's and my used to be's (and the darkness inside me)
For all my could-haves and my used-to-be's (and the dark consists of me)
You think that I'd have found myself some new beliefs (in every hopeless tragedy)
For all my should haves and my hoped to be's (hoped to be's)
I think it's time I found myself some new disease