Pregnant with a Litter of Stillborn Babies by The Shinobi of Chernobyl Lyrics

I'm spaced out in my room on a daily basis
I'm full of confusion. I wonder if I can make it
In a world in which I'm expected to do so much
There's not much time. I feel I'm being crushed
All I wanna do is rap. I don't want a side job
My fear of imprisonment prevents me from having the urge to rob
When I do look for employment, I find no joy in it
Rejections keep destroying me. I have reached my limit
When I do get hired, I never keep working
Longer than five months. I am just a person
Who can't be tied down to something he hates
I'm a free bird. I'm always stuck in debates
With those who want me to be working full-time
I don't care about benefits. I just wanna pull off a rhyme
That will have the spirit of the murals vandals built
Upon the trains that ride on the veins of Vanderbilt