At Least I Knew by The Royal Weirdo Lyrics
[Verse]
My, oh, my, I've always hated love and affection
Cause it always seemed so far from my hands
It's an issue I've dealt with, like an obsession
It looks at me, so full of hate, from where it stands
And then you're there, rejecting all my forms of atenttion
I guess I have to let you know that I want you
Since there's people that can't really see the intention
Of someone looking for love; to never again feel blue
[Chorus]
At least I knew, at least I knew
I had chance of being with you
But it wasn't new, it wasn't new
The fact that you're not looking me through
At least I knew, at least I knew
To hold my heart while it died
It wasn't new, it wasn't new
The fact that you're one more of my lies
[Verse]
My, oh, my, I've never felt worthy of your love
Worthy of your stare or even worthy of your touch
It's an odd feeling I've had since I was seventeen
It goes deeper and it involves more than my self-esteem
I'm unsensitive to everybody's issues
But when it comes to you; I feel like crying loud
I can't even comprehend if it's just pretend
But I do want to protect your heart from this cursed crowd
[Chorus]
At least I knew, at least I knew
I had chance of being with you
But it wasn't new, it wasn't new
The fact that you're not looking me through
At least I knew, at least I knew
To hold my heart while it died
It wasn't new, it wasn't new
The fact that you're one more of my lies
[Bridge]
At least you know, at least you know
I'm all sorts of fucked up
It's not your fault, don't blame no one
I did it all to myself
And it's not new If you tell me
You're going away
It's one more lie, one more lie
My brain dreams of everynight
[Verse]
Cause I'm not worthy of your love
Cause I'm not worthy of your stare
[Chorus]
At least I knew, at least I knew
I had chance of being with you
But it wasn't new, it wasn't new
The fact that you're not looking me through
At least I knew, at least I knew
To hold my heart while it died
It wasn't new, it wasn't new
The fact that you're one more of my lies
At least you know, at least you know
I'm all sorts of fucked up
It's not your fault, don't blame no one
I did it all to myself
And it's not new If you tell me
You're going away
It's one more lie, one more lie
My brain dreams of everynight
My, oh, my, I've always hated love and affection
Cause it always seemed so far from my hands
It's an issue I've dealt with, like an obsession
It looks at me, so full of hate, from where it stands
And then you're there, rejecting all my forms of atenttion
I guess I have to let you know that I want you
Since there's people that can't really see the intention
Of someone looking for love; to never again feel blue
[Chorus]
At least I knew, at least I knew
I had chance of being with you
But it wasn't new, it wasn't new
The fact that you're not looking me through
At least I knew, at least I knew
To hold my heart while it died
It wasn't new, it wasn't new
The fact that you're one more of my lies
[Verse]
My, oh, my, I've never felt worthy of your love
Worthy of your stare or even worthy of your touch
It's an odd feeling I've had since I was seventeen
It goes deeper and it involves more than my self-esteem
I'm unsensitive to everybody's issues
But when it comes to you; I feel like crying loud
I can't even comprehend if it's just pretend
But I do want to protect your heart from this cursed crowd
[Chorus]
At least I knew, at least I knew
I had chance of being with you
But it wasn't new, it wasn't new
The fact that you're not looking me through
At least I knew, at least I knew
To hold my heart while it died
It wasn't new, it wasn't new
The fact that you're one more of my lies
[Bridge]
At least you know, at least you know
I'm all sorts of fucked up
It's not your fault, don't blame no one
I did it all to myself
And it's not new If you tell me
You're going away
It's one more lie, one more lie
My brain dreams of everynight
[Verse]
Cause I'm not worthy of your love
Cause I'm not worthy of your stare
[Chorus]
At least I knew, at least I knew
I had chance of being with you
But it wasn't new, it wasn't new
The fact that you're not looking me through
At least I knew, at least I knew
To hold my heart while it died
It wasn't new, it wasn't new
The fact that you're one more of my lies
At least you know, at least you know
I'm all sorts of fucked up
It's not your fault, don't blame no one
I did it all to myself
And it's not new If you tell me
You're going away
It's one more lie, one more lie
My brain dreams of everynight