Animus? by The Pauses Lyrics

I think about lying with you, stranger
In some dark room
Hands touch
Feet too
We move until you cum
And then find truth in waiting

In my head, it's understood
That if you were real
It won't be as good

What a way to feel nothing real
Squandered by the fate of X-appeal
With bated breath
I'll find my way to deal

Just another day
Defining who you are
Barely leads the way
And I'm left in the dark
It's just my shadow
Is it my shadow?
Are you my shadow?