Where Chaos Reigns by The Minstrel Lyrics
Here within the chaos of my brain
I try to keep myself from going completely insane
These thoughts, they want to have me spit out words of hate
But I deny, cause then I'd hang my neck in shame
So I survive with thoughts attacking with self blame
And I will die if these thoughts break through this containment
Hear my fears, they want me to open their cage
I leer, its clear, cause there's nowhere to run away
Now you see the part of me
Where chaos reigns, why I'm afraid
I want to be completely free
But there's no way, it's hard to tame
All these thoughts so fucking wild, all just massively compile
Into one giant fucking stack, and threaten to break through my mask
And once this brainwork has defiled my consciousness and get me riled
I wonder what could hold me back
For now I'll just look at this crack
I thought I knew what makes the truth
Fight for a clue I will break through
Where this chaos reigns
I fell into this hell
But this bell won't ring my knell
I dwell in my mind's cell
'till I quell this ruthless yell
Give me some clarity
And I'll be what I want to seek
Let me speak from extremely deep
I'll start the spree to my destiny
"It's all within my fucking head," That's what I said
As I cried myself to fucking bed, the thoughts they beckon on me
Woke up feeling full of dread
As the voices inside battle it out yet again
They always keep on taunting
Is it me or is it them?
It's something that my brain just simply cannot comprehend
Question reality and I'm afraid to try and send
A message out towards the very closest of my friends
What would they think of me?
Now you see the part of me
Where chaos reigns, why I'm afraid
I want to be completely free
Must be a way, must be a way
All these thoughts so fucking wild all just massively compile
Into one giant fucking stack, and threaten to break through my mask
And once this brainwork has defiled my consciousness and get me riled
I wonder what could hold me back
For now I'll just look at this crack
I try to keep myself from going completely insane
These thoughts, they want to have me spit out words of hate
But I deny, cause then I'd hang my neck in shame
So I survive with thoughts attacking with self blame
And I will die if these thoughts break through this containment
Hear my fears, they want me to open their cage
I leer, its clear, cause there's nowhere to run away
Now you see the part of me
Where chaos reigns, why I'm afraid
I want to be completely free
But there's no way, it's hard to tame
All these thoughts so fucking wild, all just massively compile
Into one giant fucking stack, and threaten to break through my mask
And once this brainwork has defiled my consciousness and get me riled
I wonder what could hold me back
For now I'll just look at this crack
I thought I knew what makes the truth
Fight for a clue I will break through
Where this chaos reigns
I fell into this hell
But this bell won't ring my knell
I dwell in my mind's cell
'till I quell this ruthless yell
Give me some clarity
And I'll be what I want to seek
Let me speak from extremely deep
I'll start the spree to my destiny
"It's all within my fucking head," That's what I said
As I cried myself to fucking bed, the thoughts they beckon on me
Woke up feeling full of dread
As the voices inside battle it out yet again
They always keep on taunting
Is it me or is it them?
It's something that my brain just simply cannot comprehend
Question reality and I'm afraid to try and send
A message out towards the very closest of my friends
What would they think of me?
Now you see the part of me
Where chaos reigns, why I'm afraid
I want to be completely free
Must be a way, must be a way
All these thoughts so fucking wild all just massively compile
Into one giant fucking stack, and threaten to break through my mask
And once this brainwork has defiled my consciousness and get me riled
I wonder what could hold me back
For now I'll just look at this crack