Trust Fate by The Lyrisist Lyrics
[Verse 1- The Lyrisist]
1)I wake up feel lifeless// I'm so stressed and depressed
2)My eye is red// but not from the best cess
3)How much of the night is left// My time is in excess
4)As I write this// I consider my next step
5)A confusing bright mess// is what my mind accepts
6)I got my favorite side kicks// I got my best beanie
7)My bong five bics// and rap equally
8)But I see the world bleakly// from an emotional commotion
9)I always feel beastly// when I'm as slick as my act
10)I need confidence chiefly// for this stress to bypass
11)Will I come out neatly// will I save my ass
12)The complicated puzzle// is giving me some trouble
13)And I just want to crumble// But I stumble humbly
14)A lost weed that tumbles// an everlasting puddle
15)With emotions on shuffle// and the change isn't subtle
16)Causing a raging rumble// from everything that's bundled
[Hook-The Lyrisist]
1)My heart's been torn apart// and my mind has best
2)My psyche was designed// and labeled a nutcase
3)This trial was chosen// to increase enough strength
4)So I try to focus// and just trust fate
[Verse 2-The Lyrisist]
1)The time in my life// when you almost died
2)you were turning blue// you had no clue
3)Dad slapped her back to// no paramedics new
4)It was the pills you chewed// it was how you'd let loose
5)A traumatic muse// after that automatically new
6)tension spastically grew// fights all night
7)Between me and you// and when I dropped outta high school
8)Our house we we're gonna lose// with no structure or rules
9)Pills over rent// my parents would choose
10)So excuse me// if I abuse THC
11)My best friend left me// fuck off I'm lonely
12)An entity that's empty// that gets fucking testy
13)Dad I'm not your enemy// and I feel pain extently
14)I have to deal with the hand dealt to me// can I rest momentarily?
15)I've been annihilated totally// and it has honed me
16)So can you listen closely// when I say this doesn't feel homely
[Hook-The Lyrisist]
1)My heart's been torn apart// and my mind has best
2)My psyche was designed// and labeled a nutcase
3)This trial was chosen// to increase enough strength
4)So I try to focus// and just trust fate
[Verse 3-The Lyrisist]
1)No direction to be headin// or happiness to mention
2)A fucked perception// since my conception
3)I have a collection// of depressing connections
4)Riddled with imperfections// from this inflection
5)In this existence I'm guessing// and missing acception
6)So I keep remembering set and setting// and every lesson is a blessing
7)And every second is testing// so don't be hesitant
8)So I keep compressing// and I keep rendering
9)In me it feels like// that million step
10)A field of Ice// with no end yet
11)And I realize// that I need a positive headset
12)Or I won't heal right// from my pain's extent
13)It's been a real fight// chaotic and hectic
14)Not an Ideal life// so I spread a message
15)I need an appealing sight // as I approach the ledge
16)Even though I don't feel right// I will find the next step
1)I wake up feel lifeless// I'm so stressed and depressed
2)My eye is red// but not from the best cess
3)How much of the night is left// My time is in excess
4)As I write this// I consider my next step
5)A confusing bright mess// is what my mind accepts
6)I got my favorite side kicks// I got my best beanie
7)My bong five bics// and rap equally
8)But I see the world bleakly// from an emotional commotion
9)I always feel beastly// when I'm as slick as my act
10)I need confidence chiefly// for this stress to bypass
11)Will I come out neatly// will I save my ass
12)The complicated puzzle// is giving me some trouble
13)And I just want to crumble// But I stumble humbly
14)A lost weed that tumbles// an everlasting puddle
15)With emotions on shuffle// and the change isn't subtle
16)Causing a raging rumble// from everything that's bundled
[Hook-The Lyrisist]
1)My heart's been torn apart// and my mind has best
2)My psyche was designed// and labeled a nutcase
3)This trial was chosen// to increase enough strength
4)So I try to focus// and just trust fate
[Verse 2-The Lyrisist]
1)The time in my life// when you almost died
2)you were turning blue// you had no clue
3)Dad slapped her back to// no paramedics new
4)It was the pills you chewed// it was how you'd let loose
5)A traumatic muse// after that automatically new
6)tension spastically grew// fights all night
7)Between me and you// and when I dropped outta high school
8)Our house we we're gonna lose// with no structure or rules
9)Pills over rent// my parents would choose
10)So excuse me// if I abuse THC
11)My best friend left me// fuck off I'm lonely
12)An entity that's empty// that gets fucking testy
13)Dad I'm not your enemy// and I feel pain extently
14)I have to deal with the hand dealt to me// can I rest momentarily?
15)I've been annihilated totally// and it has honed me
16)So can you listen closely// when I say this doesn't feel homely
[Hook-The Lyrisist]
1)My heart's been torn apart// and my mind has best
2)My psyche was designed// and labeled a nutcase
3)This trial was chosen// to increase enough strength
4)So I try to focus// and just trust fate
[Verse 3-The Lyrisist]
1)No direction to be headin// or happiness to mention
2)A fucked perception// since my conception
3)I have a collection// of depressing connections
4)Riddled with imperfections// from this inflection
5)In this existence I'm guessing// and missing acception
6)So I keep remembering set and setting// and every lesson is a blessing
7)And every second is testing// so don't be hesitant
8)So I keep compressing// and I keep rendering
9)In me it feels like// that million step
10)A field of Ice// with no end yet
11)And I realize// that I need a positive headset
12)Or I won't heal right// from my pain's extent
13)It's been a real fight// chaotic and hectic
14)Not an Ideal life// so I spread a message
15)I need an appealing sight // as I approach the ledge
16)Even though I don't feel right// I will find the next step