​this blue upon your absence by The Lunar Year Lyrics

[Verse 1]
If I had to swim the length of Susquehanna, I would surely
To find some primal sentiment of this companionship to cure me
Breaks me into nothing now, nothing that I can remember

[Chorus]
A little bit of something’s really nothing
If all you wanted was just another feeling
But I will never know

[Verse 2]
Now I, conflicted in my pain, and mortified at my resentment
Have come to know my fleeting breath
Resides as briefly as contentment
Breaks me into nothing now, nothing that I can pretend with

[Chorus]
A little bit of something’s really nothing
If all you wanted was just anothеr feeling
But I will never know
A little bit of somеthing's really nothing
If all you wanted was just another feeling
Michelle keeps me company and everybody gives a damn
When they can relate
But you will only know your own pain
You can only know your own pain