Why by The Linda Lindas Lyrics

I look up and see the sun
I didn't want it anyway
I just drop out everything
Because I don't wanna feel this way

[Chorus]
I just cry myself away
Why can't it just be that way

Up against the silver wall
And it just won't go away
I really wanna be involved
In my notebook we can talk
[?]
In my notebook there is love
[?]

[Chorus]
I just cry myself away
Why can't it just be that way
[Bridge]

I just shout and never [?]
No one likes it anyway
So I just drown out everything
'Cause I cannot feel this way
And so we keep going on
And no one gets it anyway
[?]

[Chorus]
Let's just cry ourselves away
Why can't we just be our way
[?]
I want it now anyway