Running in Circles by The Junkyard Crows Lyrics

Sometimes I wonder if I’m really a good person
Or if I’ve just tricked everyone I know
Into believing the bullshit that I spit every day
I am clueless, but does it show?

‘Cause you’re much better than me
I promise you that’s true
What have I ever done
To help either me or you?

I promise that I’m trying
But I wonder if that’s true
‘Cause I can’t keep promises to myself
Why would I keep one to you?
I’m sick of running in circles
Inside my own head
If I don’t fix my life soon
I’ll probably wind up dead

‘Cause you’re much better than me
I promise you that’s true
What have I ever done
To help either me or you?
There’s a cancer in my heart
And it grows every day
And I’m starting to wonder
If I’ll ever be okay
It’s spreading to my lungs
And my brains and my arms
And the scars on my neck
From the men who caused me harm
But I’d never give them the satisfaction
Of knowing that they’re in my head
And as I sit here and write this song
I am screaming at myself in my bed

‘Cause you’re much better than me
I promise you that’s true
What have I ever done
To help either me or you?

You’re better than me, you’re better than me
You’re better than me, you’re better than me
You’re better than me, you’re better than me
You’re better than me, you’re better than me