Lost by The Jibster Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Man, I keep on rummaging
Through the past
Who would I be?
If I never got driven over
I ran out of gas
Don't see no real love
Just sex and disloyalty
Do I need to fuckin' ask?
I'm getting so tired
Maybe that's why I have a sleeping problem
Rather stay home depressed
Hoping and dreaming will solve them
My heart been locked away in a strongbox
With no key found
It's fading and dissolving
As years go by
More of my dick side takes over
Eventually this Gentleman
Will finally be off my shoulders
Hell, ladies dig me more now, weird
They keep begging mе to come closer
See maybe this is why
You can't find good mеn
You crushed all their souls with a boulder
All I feel like is doing now
Is sleep my pain away, let me snooze
When I wake up
I just wanna go in my fridge
And just drink all the booze
I'm single so don't tell me what to do
You don't claim me, it's what I choose
[Hook]
I am, who I am now
Don't even know how?
I'm so lost, so lost
I'm so lost, so lost
I just wanna sleep
All day, I'm in too deep
I'm so lost, so lost
I'm so lost, so lost
[Verse 2]
I just want people to stop bugging me
Let this sleepaholic be
I live life off of my dreams
'Cause it seems
Real life is no different
A bunch of unicorns in my scene
So I'm saying decency is a myth
It's too late to redeem
The Jibster had enough
This is the full truth
On how I feel today
As I'm tearing up in this booth
Can't even smile big
There's no single tooth
In my mouth
Too rotten to be smooth
I feel like a mess
There's too much stress
People hating on me for my gender
And even my own race, so depressed
There's hate everywhere I go
I want to be boarded up at home, I confess
It's better to be alone
Crawled up on my bed
Put this to rest
You have no idea how badly
I want a sidearm, 'cause I'm so triggered
That I just wanna pull it to my brains
Let you all come to me, disfigured
This feels like the best way
No need to be bigger
I'm fuckin' done with all this bullshit
Treated like a toy with your action
I was your figure
You girls love playing with me all day
Come to Wal Mart and buy your "Jibster"
Play with him and make sure it was his heart
Rip it out his body
Blend it with a proper mixture
Throw his body around 'till he bruises up
Force him to eat your kitty
Tickle it with the whiskers
Pretty much my life is full of blisters
My brain swirls so fast like a twister
Soon every part of me will disappear
So say your goodbyes to this mister
[Hook]
I am, who I am now
Don't even know how?
I'm so lost, so lost
I'm so lost, so lost
I just wanna sleep
All day, I'm in too deep
I'm so lost, so lost
I'm so lost, so lost
[Outro]
Yeah!
Been so lost
I really don't have the words to say
So let me go down and lay
Hoping and pray
For better days
Yeah!
Man, I keep on rummaging
Through the past
Who would I be?
If I never got driven over
I ran out of gas
Don't see no real love
Just sex and disloyalty
Do I need to fuckin' ask?
I'm getting so tired
Maybe that's why I have a sleeping problem
Rather stay home depressed
Hoping and dreaming will solve them
My heart been locked away in a strongbox
With no key found
It's fading and dissolving
As years go by
More of my dick side takes over
Eventually this Gentleman
Will finally be off my shoulders
Hell, ladies dig me more now, weird
They keep begging mе to come closer
See maybe this is why
You can't find good mеn
You crushed all their souls with a boulder
All I feel like is doing now
Is sleep my pain away, let me snooze
When I wake up
I just wanna go in my fridge
And just drink all the booze
I'm single so don't tell me what to do
You don't claim me, it's what I choose
[Hook]
I am, who I am now
Don't even know how?
I'm so lost, so lost
I'm so lost, so lost
I just wanna sleep
All day, I'm in too deep
I'm so lost, so lost
I'm so lost, so lost
[Verse 2]
I just want people to stop bugging me
Let this sleepaholic be
I live life off of my dreams
'Cause it seems
Real life is no different
A bunch of unicorns in my scene
So I'm saying decency is a myth
It's too late to redeem
The Jibster had enough
This is the full truth
On how I feel today
As I'm tearing up in this booth
Can't even smile big
There's no single tooth
In my mouth
Too rotten to be smooth
I feel like a mess
There's too much stress
People hating on me for my gender
And even my own race, so depressed
There's hate everywhere I go
I want to be boarded up at home, I confess
It's better to be alone
Crawled up on my bed
Put this to rest
You have no idea how badly
I want a sidearm, 'cause I'm so triggered
That I just wanna pull it to my brains
Let you all come to me, disfigured
This feels like the best way
No need to be bigger
I'm fuckin' done with all this bullshit
Treated like a toy with your action
I was your figure
You girls love playing with me all day
Come to Wal Mart and buy your "Jibster"
Play with him and make sure it was his heart
Rip it out his body
Blend it with a proper mixture
Throw his body around 'till he bruises up
Force him to eat your kitty
Tickle it with the whiskers
Pretty much my life is full of blisters
My brain swirls so fast like a twister
Soon every part of me will disappear
So say your goodbyes to this mister
[Hook]
I am, who I am now
Don't even know how?
I'm so lost, so lost
I'm so lost, so lost
I just wanna sleep
All day, I'm in too deep
I'm so lost, so lost
I'm so lost, so lost
[Outro]
Yeah!
Been so lost
I really don't have the words to say
So let me go down and lay
Hoping and pray
For better days
Yeah!