Backstabber by The Infested Lyrics

It's an obsession can't you see? Just hand me the Paroxetine
I'm a backstabber, OK I've said it, there's no more need for you to take it
Don't force that fake smile any more, It's OK to hate me

Your loyalty I don't deserve, the guilt I feel is beyond words
I know to you this all sounds wrong, but I don't care, these are my songs
I hate to do things behind backs, I guess you'll never understand
It isn't you it's always me, this band’s become my OCD

It's been going on some time, I see I'm totally out of line
But I hear these sounds inside my hеad and I want them heard just how I meant
I know that I'vе destroyed the bond, but I should never have made it

Not many things I call my own, not many things I can control
I do not diss the way you play, I just gotta do it my way
When money's tight I can’t deny, the only way is DIY
Why should I do things by the book? They're just fuckin' waveforms