Dead Inside by The Immortal 8n9 Lyrics
Hook:
I feel so dead inside
This life is just passing me by
Can't look in mirror cuz I
See someone I don't recognize
I feel so dead inside
Verse:
All this anger and the pain that I feel
Is the only thing that's real to me
My brain wants to kill
I'm a product of hostility
The city were I live is circle of depression
The only expression of emotion is a deadly weapon
But I'm no better I spilled a lot of blood for this cheddar
While advocating nonviolence even wrote me a letter
Called "People and Individuals" in "End of the Tunnel"
And I was the first in squad that was ready rumble
All my O.G. did was point and like a wolf I would attack
Stone cold hypocrite spittin peace on every track
I think it's called imposter syndrome or something
Spittin peace upon the beat but every single discussion
Was a lick, flippin a brick, or which target we bussin
It's hard to look into the mirror cuz I'm looking at nothing
But a confused genius
With swollen heart and empty soul
A lot of painful loses on road
But I will never fold even though...
Hook:
This life is just passing me by
Can't look in mirror cuz I
See someone I don't recognize
I feel so dead inside
Verse:
My mind is always thinking fire
A pyromaniac with gasoline and a lighter
All day long smoking hella-weed
Don't even get high the herb just keep my nerves at ease
I need at least 3 tall cans so I can go to sleep
Thinking about my children and my baby mother
My grandma bout to go so I'm stressin about my brothers
I'm so worried bout my mother but they leaning on my shoulders
I'm holding this moral compass but it's feeling like a Boulder
And at any given moment there will be a sudden snap
I try keep it on these beats cuz I really need to relax
When I switch into my dark side it's hard to get out
Stressing bout my pop too I'm really bout flip out
Y'all think I'm happy cuz live on my own achieving goals
But the shit I'm really going through nobody even knows
It's so hard to keep control and maintain composer
When it feels like the weight of the world is crushing your shoulders
Hook:
I feel so dead inside
This life is just passing me by
Can't look in mirror cuz I
See someone I don't recognize
I feel so dead inside
Outro:
Somebody tell me If I'm helping everyone who's gonna help me
If everyone is leaning on my shoulder where do I lean
I bleed just like you and the rest of them but where is my support
The only entourage I have is for rolling weed of course
Pass the dutchies like a marathon hoping I can carry on
Cuz the way I feel I just wanna find a spot to buried on
Success is road with more loneliness than I was told
Whether they hate you or they love you it's like they're draining your soul
Until your Dead Inside
I feel so dead inside
This life is just passing me by
Can't look in mirror cuz I
See someone I don't recognize
I feel so dead inside
Verse:
All this anger and the pain that I feel
Is the only thing that's real to me
My brain wants to kill
I'm a product of hostility
The city were I live is circle of depression
The only expression of emotion is a deadly weapon
But I'm no better I spilled a lot of blood for this cheddar
While advocating nonviolence even wrote me a letter
Called "People and Individuals" in "End of the Tunnel"
And I was the first in squad that was ready rumble
All my O.G. did was point and like a wolf I would attack
Stone cold hypocrite spittin peace on every track
I think it's called imposter syndrome or something
Spittin peace upon the beat but every single discussion
Was a lick, flippin a brick, or which target we bussin
It's hard to look into the mirror cuz I'm looking at nothing
But a confused genius
With swollen heart and empty soul
A lot of painful loses on road
But I will never fold even though...
Hook:
This life is just passing me by
Can't look in mirror cuz I
See someone I don't recognize
I feel so dead inside
Verse:
My mind is always thinking fire
A pyromaniac with gasoline and a lighter
All day long smoking hella-weed
Don't even get high the herb just keep my nerves at ease
I need at least 3 tall cans so I can go to sleep
Thinking about my children and my baby mother
My grandma bout to go so I'm stressin about my brothers
I'm so worried bout my mother but they leaning on my shoulders
I'm holding this moral compass but it's feeling like a Boulder
And at any given moment there will be a sudden snap
I try keep it on these beats cuz I really need to relax
When I switch into my dark side it's hard to get out
Stressing bout my pop too I'm really bout flip out
Y'all think I'm happy cuz live on my own achieving goals
But the shit I'm really going through nobody even knows
It's so hard to keep control and maintain composer
When it feels like the weight of the world is crushing your shoulders
Hook:
I feel so dead inside
This life is just passing me by
Can't look in mirror cuz I
See someone I don't recognize
I feel so dead inside
Outro:
Somebody tell me If I'm helping everyone who's gonna help me
If everyone is leaning on my shoulder where do I lean
I bleed just like you and the rest of them but where is my support
The only entourage I have is for rolling weed of course
Pass the dutchies like a marathon hoping I can carry on
Cuz the way I feel I just wanna find a spot to buried on
Success is road with more loneliness than I was told
Whether they hate you or they love you it's like they're draining your soul
Until your Dead Inside