Ruin Love by The Holdup Lyrics

(Chorus)
Cause I don't wanna
Be that asshole that
Ruins love for you
Well I used to adore you
But I wasn't like this before you
And baby I'm not saying
That its you I'm blaming
Cause these games I'm playin
Are putting on a strain on you
Youuuu-youuuuu
I can tell you all these things to help you understand
Where I'm coming from but I doubt you'll get it
I came here to hold someone
I know it but pretended you were wonderful
& Now I regret it
Wasted so much breath
I know you're beautiful and good
Yeah trouble couldn't leave you
And I know I really should have
You cheated on me
You're a bitch and I see it
Well fuck it
I can't move on because
I've become an asshole
Just like you
My heart is closed up
And baby
Now I'm different
Afraid to get hurt
Cause I'm still bruised
Got a wall up
Cause my heart got broken
When I didn't
Well now I got a good girl
And she loves me
But I Can't give her
All the love she deserves
I used to get my heart broken
Now I'll break hers
And honestly I can't decide which is worse
(Chorus x1)
I'm only saying
I know I messed up
I'm not playing
Don't get it mixed up
I wouldn't lie and say
"You got the best of me"
You only got the part
That couldn't be fixed up
Baby I fucked around
Once or twice
When we were young girl
I wouldn't be surprised if ya didn't
Its not like I thought
I was doing was right
And I wonder
If you were really surprised that I did it
I know you had a feeling
That I was bad
And I was wrong
To tell you different
I wish I could take
All of em back
I'll probably never have the strength to admit it
But listen that
Bitch turned me into an asshole
That bitch turned me into an asshole
Yeah that bitch turned me into an asshole
But ummm..
(Chorus)