Hows It Gonna Be by The Holdup Lyrics

I'm only pretty sure
That I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder, what are we fighting for?

When I say out loud,
I wanna get out of this
I wonder, is there anything
I'm gonna miss?

I wonder, how it's going to be?
When you don't know me.
How's it going to be?
When you're sure I'm not there.

How's it going to be?
When there's no one there to talk to,
Between you and me,
'Cause I don't care

Where we used to laugh
There's a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I can't ignore
Like the hammock by the doorway
We spent time in, swings empty
I don't see lightning like last fall
When it was always, about to hit me

I wonder, how's it going to be?
When it goes down.
How's it going to be?
When you're not around.

How's it going to be?
When you found out there was nothing
Between you and me
'Cause I don't care
How's it going to be

Wanna get myself back in again.
The soft dive of oblivion.
I wanna taste the salt of your skin.
The soft dive of oblivion, oblivion.

How's it going to be?
When you don't know me anymore.
How's it going to be?
How's it going to be?