Sometimes by The Hanks Lyrics

"Do I deserve this?"
I ask myself, nervously
Looking deep into your eyes
You smile back sadly
We're ending so badly
Though it's darkly funny, I guess
Hopelessly I beg away
Though you don't care what I say
So I say we won't be "just friends"
And I walk away, I walk away

And sometimes I stop and stare
Though I know it's much better
If I just don't care
Sometimes you stare back so long
Why don't you just move
Not keep me holding on?

God how I miss you
Now that I can't kiss you
And ask if you've had a good day
My dreams are so lonely
If we could've only
Managed to not throw it away
But maybe it's better this way
A thought you quietly conveyed
As all my worst fears came true
And night suddenly shrouded the day
And sometimes I stop and stare
Though I know it's much better
If I just don't care
Sometimes you stare back so long
Why don't you just move
Not keep me holding on?

Your kindness is awfully cruel
When it just keeps me in love with you like a fool
And seeing you every day
Just serves to keep me here, pining away
Your emotions seem to be
At odds with all of the things you told me. And when you smile my way
I almost expect you to say...

...that sometimes I stop and stare
Though I know it's much better
If I just don't care
Sometimes you stare back so long
Why don't you just move
Not keep me holding on?