The World Is Made of Pillows by The Faded Youth Lyrics

If you could be
Right here next to me
Would you?
Will you?
Am i wasting your time?


Can i be blunt?
Or have I done that too much?
I have a lot of love inside me
Fighting, riding on a notion
I will get what I've been hopin for
You make me anxious
Don't know how i should take this
This is too real to be fakin
I've been in the basement
Making love songs

I should do a trust fall
Off a bridge
You should do a trust fall
Onto this...
Uhh... couch
Ouch you really hurt me
I can't tell if your flirting
Like you can't tell if I'm jokin
You know I'm not like most men

Do you act this way with all guys?
You probably like tall guys
I'm only 5'7...5'8 with shoes on?
Can I be who I am
But at the same time who you want?

I don't know..
Prolly not
I'm pretty cynical
My mindset
Identical
To depression that's clinical
And plus I'm really tired

Of ho's being ho's
And life being life
And ho's being ho's
I got to say that shit twice

I hate when people think
I'm weak because I'm nice
I'm not
You're like Summer
Every day of the week, you're really hot ayee
The stress be gettin to me
So i calm my nerves
I calm my nerves
I call my nurse
I ask her
"why does it hurt, every time that I care" ?
She said "why does it hurt, every time that you don't?"
I said "I won't keep living like this I just... "
I just don't have the strength
I just don't have the vigor
But I got morning wood
And you got a splinter
I'm just kidding
But really..

I love the way you smile
When I start to act silly
And in a really weird way
I wish you would kill me
Please don't make it an accident
Just do it on purpose
Shed your clothes
Close the curtains
And leave me alone

I'm so willing and open
That you can't help but draw back
The sun is burning my skin
Baby be my straw hat
I'm crying and laughing
What do you call that?
Lying or 'caffeine?'

I hate the way that I am
Addicted to sad things

I am finite
My love is not
She in love
She just don't know it
I know you feel something
You try not to show it
I'm tryna cut the red wire
I hope that I don't blow it
I've never felt this helpless
I can't subdue my demons
You make me lust in my heart
And that only feeds them

The funniest part about this
That we haven't had sex yet
I could show you some things
That they taught me sex ed
5th grade, I know all about it
Touch her here, and if you're lucky over there
They didn't tell me
That she wouldn't fucking care

Karma kill me
We know whats right
But still we
Fuck up
I'm a fuck up
Lift your cup up to that shit
I'm passionate
And plus I'm really sorry
You said that we're friends
But are we? are we?

I had a dream that I woke up in a rarri
But I woke up in your bed
And kissed you in the morning
Do you feel different about me
Than the guys that came before me?
This shit boomin hard
You think that it's storming
But if I try harder
It won't make you adore me
Like i adore you
Just wait till i ignore you
When you start to need me
I can be selfless but with you I am greedy