Hunting Season by The Epilogues Lyrics

I won't lie
It seems I stood
Disappointment's catching up with me this time
I'll vow, and I'll succeed
I'm too ashamed to look into my fathers eyes
Oh, what have I become
'Cause everything I ever wanted
Inside of me is proving real tonight
I can feel it now
Yet all the things I think I want
All the very things I pushed my friends aside
I need them now, I need them now
And I'm afraid it's all for nothing
Oh why do I
It's hard to see
At a glance it seems that everything's just fine
Yet I see suddenly
It's like I'm seeing wounds appear for the first time
'Cause everything I ever wanted
Suddenly is proving real tonight
I can feel it now
Yet all the things I think I want
All the very things I pushed my friends aside
I need them now, I need them now
And I'm afraid it's all for nothing
All I see
Is let down faces
Looking back at me
'Cause everything I ever wanted
All the lies I ever told
And promises and hearts I've broken
But I feel them now
I'm afraid it's all for nothing