Zero by The Cotards (RU) Lyrics

I'm just a man without a life
I have no reason to deny
I've got no reason to deny, oh
Tomorrow's just another lie:
It's been before
It's been before
Oh, I'm just a loner passing by
Oh, I have no time
Don't waste my time
I'm still asleep and paralyzed
Oh, I've seen your ghost tonight
The sun will never rise
I'm still alone in paradise
I know the sun will never rise for me tonight

And I have tried my best to be a saint
But no I ain't

And I have tried
Oh god, I've tried
Everything that I'm still trying to deny
And all the lies
And all the times
All the different things you loved about my head
You know I should have said
I'm so afraid I've shut my eyes
I know you'd like me to
I know you'd like
A loaded gun can cross my eyes
Oh, I live to die
No better life, no better life
A lowlife zero lives a lie
Forgotten truth and wasted time
I've wasted time

And I have ripped my heart to be a saint
But no I ain't

And I have tried (And I have tried)
Oh, god, I've tried
Everything that I'm still trying to deny
And all the lies
And all the times
All the different things you loved about my head
You know I should have said
Oh, oh

Oh, and I self-medicate, I don't know what is waiting for me right across the room
I tried to love again, I tried be myself, right after you
I tried to open up the door, so I could leave right after you
So come and fix me when you're done
And I have tried
Oh god, I've tried
Everything that I'm still trying to deny
And all the lies (And all the lies)
And all the times (And all the times)
All the different things you loved about my head
You know I should have said