Seaside Memoriam by The Citrus Trees Lyrics

I revere
The eyes of my peers
Dripping with tears
Wondering for years

How many more seconds
Does it take
To veil up the hate
In my heart?
In my heart

There's blood on my jeans
And it can't be bleached
My limit has been reached
Carry capacity

My mind has felt
Catastrophe
Malthusian prophecy
The locust ecstasy
They razed my bones
I raise the dead
You lifted me
From sleep

I'm in the hallway
I can't see you
Why can't you hear me
Whеn I scream

I'm in the hallway
While you'rе sleeping
They are watching
As you dream

We stand here today
To commemorate
To remember
And to relate

One minute, one hour
No clock, no power
Powerless with all of this
Hazy vision in the mist

I watched your face, burning
With my stomach always churning
And I knew something was wrong
Inside, why would you hide
Cause you know that we loved you
I always loved you

Sitting down with Hades
But my love would form a ladder
Crasher, you didn't put your hand
Down on that rung

Instead your anthem became the mantra
Of the hung
But you didn't hang
You jumped
And when you jumped
We died

God's plan
This is God's plan
I'm here
I'm here

I'm listening
And I'm sorry
I'm listening
And I'm sorry
I heard you whisper in my dreams
A soft became a shout
It echoed in my mind
Till I couldn't drown you out

They razed my bones
I raise the dead
You lifted me
From sleep

God's plan
This is God's plan
I'm here
I'm here