Occams Razor by The Burning Wind Lyrics

Followed by a casted shadow
The balance holds the ox and lamb
But time still refuses to pass
Left behind and i can't stop
Looking back

I want your ashes in my hand
To feel, recover, and get past
But i was forced to walk through life alone

Why is your burden mine?
Cast into isolation of a lonely mind
I'm cursed by you and time
And i can't stop looking back

The body purges guilt through grief and misery
Betrayal
I now feel nothing because of you

Or is it simpler to say that i cannot accept loss?