Transient by The Blank Minds Lyrics

My mind is reeling
Is this right or is this wrong
I question every word I wrote in that song
Maybe I should say I'm sorry
Maybe it was my fault
I'm sorry it's a little foggy on my front
It's hard to explain what goes on in my mind
While it's easy to write
The hard thing I find
Is being open and honest and telling you the truth
Because if I told you what goes on
All the screws would come loose

But screw it I'm sorry
I know that it’s ballsy
But this is what I need
I’m prepared to fight for me
Well I know that I can hide from you
You see right through the lies in my eyes and it's all underneath
If you take the time to scratch the surface
I’ll show you where the hurt is
Oh I know you got goodwill
Oh I know it’s been the worst day
Oh I know i’m all self-sufficient
But I need you in the worst way
Oh although I got a good heart
Oh I feel like I don’t deserve
Oh I know i’m self sufficient
But I need you in the worst way

I've never really been able to
Disguise the feelings I've felt
The way that I left
The things that I've kept
I've never really been able to look you in the eye
Explain to you why
Just to watch you cry
I know it breaks your heart
It was hard for me to say
You raised me
In the best possible way
I know it hurts so much
To see me change
You raised me
But I need to stop this pain

But screw it I'm sorry
I know that it’s ballsy
But this is what I need
I’m prepared to fight for me
Well I know that I can hide from you
You see right through the lies in my eyes and it's all underneath
If you take the time to scratch the surface
I’ll show you where the hurt is
Oh I know you got goodwill
Oh I know it’s been the worst day
Oh I know i’m self-sufficient, but i need you in the worst way
Oh although I got a good heart
Oh I feel like I don’t deserve
Oh I know i’m self sufficient
But I need you in the worst way