Oh Isabella by The Big Nest Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Oh Isabella
I’m sorry for the things that I have done
You got caught up in the crossfire
Friendly fire in the war nobody won

And I’ve been dreaming
About facing my demons one on one
Maybe I’ll embrace them in their beauty
Maybe I’ll set them all on fire in the sun

[Verse 2]
Oh Isabella
You may be angry at the things that I have won
But honestly I’ve lost my way again
You have always been the queen and I’m the pawn

I’ve tried reflecting
Wandering aimlessly to see where I’ve gone wrong
Maybe it’s all been predetermined
My masculinity’s destroyed us all along
[Chorus]
I just want someone else to know
That I wish I wasn’t this way
This thing has got me in its hold
And I think it’s come to stay
But I’ve gotta take responsibility