Give Up by The Beautiful Monument Lyrics

I guess I'll never understand the fears I hold in my own hands
‘Cause all of this was so unplanned, I’m falling

I've focused too much on the past and now I'm stuck in my own ways without a hand for me to take
It’s not as simple as I thought to bare the burdens of the lost
If I seek help I'm seen as weak, so I'll just grovel at death's feet
It's not as simple as I thought
Through it all I see a light that this is all because of you

Now I'm alone at last and I just can't give up

And every second I'm awake I still feel that this is more than I can take and I wonder if you could cut me down before I break into a thousand pieces
It’s just too much when I am feeling this way when I just want you to know how I am
I’m not okay, but I'll be just fine, I’m not okay