Suicidal Ideation by The Anonymous Angel Lyrics
[Verse 1:]
Wish I could get a nickel, for each time someone saying living is a gift, Its not its a burden, but you still won't see me slit my wrist, No matter how i feel, Cause I wanna die quick n simple, wondering if this life is actually real, or am i actually sleep, my sleep is so deep, i can't seem to wake, no matter the suffering, in this world i take, I'm stuck, and i can't escape, my own thoughts, Like my problems just seem to escalate, I think I'm going insane, Still no one can relate, People believes its a fantasy in my head i love to create, but its not, The things i go through seems like a dream, most of you will say its not true, saying I'm basing my life off a book, but i can assure you, its not if you don't believe me take a look, Were all going through some unnecessary aggravation, with the struggles of life, but let me explain my situation, maybe then, you will understand my frustration, suicide is what i'm conteplatin', I have to maintain my concentration, Cause While I'm risin, anxiously watin' to become famous, yall still going be hatin'
[Verse 2:]
Trying to get pass these Suicidal Ideations, going back in forth, in my kitchen pacin, Cause its like my thoughts have a mind of there own, cause the still racin, some say my dreams, are way to far to be chasin, thats why im not gonna quit, no matter if my life, feels like a written out skit, And even sometimes, i hate to admit, the things i say, makes me feel like a hypocrite, i feel like a disgrace, to my family friends, and including my race, so i try so hard, to runaway, cause they talk about how i think i'm grown, but i don't, i tell them to leave me alone, but they won't, I have a voice that can't be heard, But they claiming I'm still a child, man save that shh for the birds, I'm only here for my baby sister, Cause I'm her guardian angel, Cause life is a war, I'm just here waiting for my wings, so i can finally get my door
Wish I could get a nickel, for each time someone saying living is a gift, Its not its a burden, but you still won't see me slit my wrist, No matter how i feel, Cause I wanna die quick n simple, wondering if this life is actually real, or am i actually sleep, my sleep is so deep, i can't seem to wake, no matter the suffering, in this world i take, I'm stuck, and i can't escape, my own thoughts, Like my problems just seem to escalate, I think I'm going insane, Still no one can relate, People believes its a fantasy in my head i love to create, but its not, The things i go through seems like a dream, most of you will say its not true, saying I'm basing my life off a book, but i can assure you, its not if you don't believe me take a look, Were all going through some unnecessary aggravation, with the struggles of life, but let me explain my situation, maybe then, you will understand my frustration, suicide is what i'm conteplatin', I have to maintain my concentration, Cause While I'm risin, anxiously watin' to become famous, yall still going be hatin'
[Verse 2:]
Trying to get pass these Suicidal Ideations, going back in forth, in my kitchen pacin, Cause its like my thoughts have a mind of there own, cause the still racin, some say my dreams, are way to far to be chasin, thats why im not gonna quit, no matter if my life, feels like a written out skit, And even sometimes, i hate to admit, the things i say, makes me feel like a hypocrite, i feel like a disgrace, to my family friends, and including my race, so i try so hard, to runaway, cause they talk about how i think i'm grown, but i don't, i tell them to leave me alone, but they won't, I have a voice that can't be heard, But they claiming I'm still a child, man save that shh for the birds, I'm only here for my baby sister, Cause I'm her guardian angel, Cause life is a war, I'm just here waiting for my wings, so i can finally get my door