Now I Realize by The Alternative Lyrics

Sometimes it seems so pointless, my head hits off a wall
No peace, or love, or understanding, no reason for it all
Fighting losing battles with people I cannot reach
Realization of my future, a future I cannot see
Out in the dark there is only you
Living on illusions, can't face reality
Knocking down the symptoms that create these fantasies
Priorities of tough struggle together in my mind
My goal, my future, anarchy, discovery takes time
Out in the dark there is only you
People seem so distant when I've held them by the hand
Expressions contradict their thoughts
Can't seem to understand
Hope held for the future lifts me high above their thought
Realization of my freedom, a freedom that can't be bought
Out in the dark there is only you
Sometimes it seems so pointless, my head hits off a wall
No peace, or love, or understanding
No reason for it all
Fighting losing battles with people I cannot reach
Realization of my future, a future I cannot see
Out in the dark there is only you