Idol Eyes by Tha AADity Lyrics

(Fifty Grand - Scary all over Sample)
(Bridge)
I wish that I
Could drop these stupid ideas from my head
I want to know
Where is it you go?
I want to see
If the words you spoke can exist in me

(verse 1)
Almost gave up everything for nothing for real
Keep on pushing out my passion but you already know the deal
Feel like i ain't getting back should i just disappear
Cus no one really hearing me and that's my biggest fear

I was all alone when I found myself
Looking at my phone with no one on the line to help
Negative impressions on my brain just a cracked reflection
And that feeling feel he same just another sentence

Dreaming these dreams but these dreams feel like hell within a cell
And it all fell on once my vibration fell
I am light and dark and i light the dark cus i light with sparks
And i look like what Ive been through fucking sick with this pencil

Shining from depression diamond from the pressure
Platinum for what its worth all my beats and verses beat the darkness

A little bit demented and tormented
From the darkness ive been spinning in
And its been a minute since i seen the light of day
In my studio been sitting and im shitting in it