Role Model by Teks Sinatra Lyrics
[Intro]
Yeah, yeah
[Verse 1]
I ain’t no role model
Not even close to it
I just live my truth and hope that I can grow from it
Searching through my socials and there’s hoes on it
Cause all my bad days are never shown on it
I ain’t no role model
I won’t never lie
I got no one else to blame if I don’t get it right
I’ll probably have an early death cause I got hella pride
I probably let them go too quick cause I won’t tell them twice
I can't word it out formal
I like violence and hood shit and things that ain’t normal
I know thеy recommend a therapist or somеthing
But speaking ain’t killing these demons (?????)
My coping methods are never healthy
But Vodka and sex a combo thats never failed me
I don’t like no sympathy, suffering, I'll never tell g
I would rather cut of my niggas than let them help me
I’m terrified
Every now and then I feel dead inside
And that don’t even scare me, thats the reason why I’m petrified
I don’t fear death, I fear my mum’s tears
I don’t get attached, like 10 women all in one year
Root of it is unclear, i think of it often
Younger me was so pure
Its mad man, I lost him
Never been a smooth ride
Always cause my own trouble
Always been honest
Nah, I never been no role model, I
Never been a role model fuck I gotta lie for
I just dust off my shoulders and then I try more
Never been a role model fuck I got lie for
I just dust off my shoulders and then I try more
[Verse 2]
Built up anger and some resentment
Got me acting fake happy and just pretending
I got a book full of names, attached with questions
I probably write out the message and never send them
Abandonment issues and ill intentions
Got me doubting some people I shouldn’t mention
On the phone to my father, we're just reflecting
Need the sharpest of knives to cut the tension
It sounds kind of dumb but I’ve been trying to learn a lot from him
Life lessons and some bad traits I got from him
Cause I spent my life blaming myself about all the bad things I couldn’t change in myself
My mother told me that I’m him
I got to know for sure
Can’t just put out the fire, you’ve got to know the cause
We’ve only met on 3 occasions, so it’s awkward more
Shit
Can’t just let them all through open doors
Fuck it, Ima try though
Still got some vengeance in my heart but it just lie low
Still get paranoid whenever I see 5-0
Still got some niggas I don’t like but its alright bro
Still hope he dies slow
Never been no role model
Never been an angel
Always kept an extra card hidden by the table
Never been no role model
Never been an angel
Never been satisfied
Always been grateful
[Outro]
Never been no role mode, fuck, I gotta lie for
I just dust off my shoulders and then I try more
Never been no role mode, fuck, I gotta lie for
I just dust off my shoulders and then I try more
Yeah, yeah
[Verse 1]
I ain’t no role model
Not even close to it
I just live my truth and hope that I can grow from it
Searching through my socials and there’s hoes on it
Cause all my bad days are never shown on it
I ain’t no role model
I won’t never lie
I got no one else to blame if I don’t get it right
I’ll probably have an early death cause I got hella pride
I probably let them go too quick cause I won’t tell them twice
I can't word it out formal
I like violence and hood shit and things that ain’t normal
I know thеy recommend a therapist or somеthing
But speaking ain’t killing these demons (?????)
My coping methods are never healthy
But Vodka and sex a combo thats never failed me
I don’t like no sympathy, suffering, I'll never tell g
I would rather cut of my niggas than let them help me
I’m terrified
Every now and then I feel dead inside
And that don’t even scare me, thats the reason why I’m petrified
I don’t fear death, I fear my mum’s tears
I don’t get attached, like 10 women all in one year
Root of it is unclear, i think of it often
Younger me was so pure
Its mad man, I lost him
Never been a smooth ride
Always cause my own trouble
Always been honest
Nah, I never been no role model, I
Never been a role model fuck I gotta lie for
I just dust off my shoulders and then I try more
Never been a role model fuck I got lie for
I just dust off my shoulders and then I try more
[Verse 2]
Built up anger and some resentment
Got me acting fake happy and just pretending
I got a book full of names, attached with questions
I probably write out the message and never send them
Abandonment issues and ill intentions
Got me doubting some people I shouldn’t mention
On the phone to my father, we're just reflecting
Need the sharpest of knives to cut the tension
It sounds kind of dumb but I’ve been trying to learn a lot from him
Life lessons and some bad traits I got from him
Cause I spent my life blaming myself about all the bad things I couldn’t change in myself
My mother told me that I’m him
I got to know for sure
Can’t just put out the fire, you’ve got to know the cause
We’ve only met on 3 occasions, so it’s awkward more
Shit
Can’t just let them all through open doors
Fuck it, Ima try though
Still got some vengeance in my heart but it just lie low
Still get paranoid whenever I see 5-0
Still got some niggas I don’t like but its alright bro
Still hope he dies slow
Never been no role model
Never been an angel
Always kept an extra card hidden by the table
Never been no role model
Never been an angel
Never been satisfied
Always been grateful
[Outro]
Never been no role mode, fuck, I gotta lie for
I just dust off my shoulders and then I try more
Never been no role mode, fuck, I gotta lie for
I just dust off my shoulders and then I try more