TRUE RISKY by Teenage Kitchen Lyrics

I watched my old self die
With locked eyes
In carbon monoxide
I watched my old self die
With locked eyes
In carbon monoxide
I'm not the same; she's not the same
I'm not the same; shes not the same

I force fed it to her to help ease her pain
She’s been spiraling in sacred patterns all around the bathtub drain
Like the spider you trapped in a cup
Cut your wrists
Cut off contact
And give me some good luck, oh lord, I'm dead, I'm dead
I'm nearly almost dead
Oh lord, I'm dead, I'm dead, I'm nearly almost dead, oh dear

When you were home alone and
Your parents were at work
And you thought to try some things that you were afraid to do without me
Oh, too bad, it happened to me, too
Now there's just a gross old person being born inside you
Oh, too bad, it happened to me, too
Oh, too bad, it happened to me, too
I was on my own for years, and found a niche in which I'm good and cool
I waited years and years to find myself inside this giant pool
Can you regret what you've not yet done?
Can you regret the things you've ever done?
I think so, I think you can, I think so, I think you can, I think so, I think you can

I watched my old self die
In the eye
In carbon monoxide
I watched my old self die
With locked eyes
In carbon monoxide
I'm not the same; she's not the same
I'm not the same
She's not the same