TRIPPINGALONEINTHECACTUSGARDENSHADOWBOXINGMYSELF by Teddy Tesla Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Went tripping in the cactus garden, all by myself
Just to find myself, or to find some help
Cause I feel like someone's following me
But these cacti are all I can see, them shits taller than me
And they got a lot of points, me I like to ramble on
Got some room to grow though so I'm bout to get my bramble on
Jealous of these plants like a magician's assistant
Even these zealous ants got a group and a system
I just got duped into tripping, didn't even know the guy
But it works on television, I just wanted to fly
And maybe tell my vision, be unique without being different
Is it just me or has this suit started itching
I can see it contorting LSD distorting my vision
I'll just snort and dismiss it, find something to snort and get lifted
But cocaine ain't even get me high, I told that white girl, bye
Polaroids plastered on my tinder, but I don't even reply
My crush ghosted me, I'm trying to follow her steps
Can't see with rose tints, I'm feeling out of my depth
And I keep thinking bout death, need to calm down I'm on acid
Wait it's too late think I'm about to have a bad trip
[Sloth]
You thought you killed me, well here's a verse from the late me
We both know you only hate me because you ain't me
That new color suits you well
Show it to me personally, I'm waiting on you in hell
Surrounded by all these flames but I won't burn
Surrounded by all these problems, but I won't stir
How can they consume me when I'm already dead
Y'all niggas the real zombies just tryna get ahead
Might fuck around and repeat the same lines
And I'm offbeat, running on colored people time
I didn't even write 16 bars do I'm gone end it here
But you're in good hands now that Envy's here
[Envy]
Wait this looks fun, I'm jumping in like Mario
Get the sandpits ready, so the haters can see how far he go
When I land the floor creaks, Dawson, Rosario
Only going down where no hair is, like Dario
Cause thats how all my niggas do it, why should I be different?
I told y'all I'm seeing green, please stop calling it resentment
I was working hard, using these lines to earn my finish
But if I was in your car I'd feel a little more contented
Not to mention, y'all shouldn't even be in contention
You're old news like what's used in historic lynching
And you got a penchant for disrespecting wenches
Oops i meant bitches, oops i meant women
Sometimes I wanna be shallow too like the pools children swim in
And wallow in my depression and stay acting timid
I'm sad but I'm living, I ain't bad, or Christian
I ain't fad, I'm winning, I ain't mad, but him is
[Wrath]
Not sure if I'm Thanos or Kratos, I can't tell
But all these charges seem worth it when the fans yell
They try to hold me back like you don't gotta throw those hands, chill
So I stood my ground and beat his ass from a stand still
I stand tall, I bust shots
I fuck thots, I don't trust cops
I don't trust friends either too many knives in my back
So this angry beaver pulls them out for a counterattack
I can hear them now, not surprised, another violent black
So I use the knife to slit their throats, another silent hack
They jailing niggas over some trumped up charges
That's why I got all this hate, polar opposite of Debarges
Might head to North Korea, ask where the nearest sarge is
Tee his head up, hit a homer like I'm marge kid
If you want more, wait for number four
Told you I'm the god of war, so I'm headed back to mars bitch
[Greed]
It's me, Mr. Take a Bigger Hit
Everything about me is wonderful, I'm on my tigger shit
My dick ain't ever in the wright, this is what got bigger whipped
But me and the white man both think i need a bigger whip
This native son need a bigger gun and a bigger clip
Or some liquid swords to chop you niggas on some GZA shit
I need so much time that I need a bigger wrist
And rollies white diamonds, skin black as licorice
New clothes trying hard just to fit 'em in
New hoes trying hard just to get it in
And unlike them, never satisfied
Pretend I cast aside but that is just the saddest lie
I got a problem, I should be on "Hoarders"
Still got old gift cards from borders
Keep tinder matches in case they want to run it back
But the next dude wanted that, so have fun with that
[Lust]
I ain't talking about your phone, what's your sleep number?
Your 69 is perfect for the slumber
You got good pipes they're perfect for this plumber
You're only an alright wife but perfect for the summer
Because I don’t want no strings, something like Ultron
Just want 5 bitches to cum together something like Voltron
I got one freak, but she's good for an insane bender
On all fours give her a shot to her face like a game ender
Bitches I ain't playing with you, you only staying for tonight
Slaying virgins left or right, looking like a horror night
Be my little whore tonight, you know a nigga horny right?
Depending on your mood, I can be rude or polite
Switching like Nintendo, pass me that endo
Taking notes on what you like so I can make your screams crescendo
FWB, but we ain't really friends though
Just make like my follow and swallow if you comprendo
[Gluttony]
I'm a mad villain doctor doom dropping acid and munching shrooms
Chili dogs like sonic boom, probably lead me to my tomb
Quit with all the doom and gloom, drags on like Fing Fang Foom
Stopped eating these wack rappers alive cause I don't have the room
I'm on a diet--don't expect for you to buy it
Binging just to cope don't tell me you haven't tried it
Keep my stomach full, and my plate empty
But I don't eat shit, you? You've ate plenty
Got exquisite taste, used to have a personal chef
Eating till I was out of breath but I still loved him to death
So don't worry if I turn blue, I love cookies
I eat sweets like Lil Wayne eats pussy
I eat beats like I work across from Jim
And I didn't go even when I lived across from gym
Your girl ate my pearly whites, should be flossing them
My teeth my pride and joy? And pride? Ain't no crossing him
[Pride]
I go a capella man, fuck all that beat shit
Y'all dick riding waves so much I'm surprised you ain't seasick
And y'all wonder why I'm heated, bitch I don't believe it
You can't top this black, so stop talking all that street shit
Bitch I'm undefeated really I'm the best out
Send me to the school of hard knocks, bet i test out
My brothers best man don't understand why the rest doubt
They got crests on their thrones? I got a throne as my crest wow
Who told you I'm a Martian, coming at you LIVE FROM THE GARDEN
Leader of the free world but ain't begging for no pardons
You waiting on hell to freeze, I was guilty of the arson
Original sin, and you better bet I play my part bitch
So don't tell me what I'm able to do
You got no reason like an Ableton crew, guess I'm cable to you
You wanna mess with the future, better McFly your way home
Take all your buddies with you, bitch, I work alone
Went tripping in the cactus garden, all by myself
Just to find myself, or to find some help
Cause I feel like someone's following me
But these cacti are all I can see, them shits taller than me
And they got a lot of points, me I like to ramble on
Got some room to grow though so I'm bout to get my bramble on
Jealous of these plants like a magician's assistant
Even these zealous ants got a group and a system
I just got duped into tripping, didn't even know the guy
But it works on television, I just wanted to fly
And maybe tell my vision, be unique without being different
Is it just me or has this suit started itching
I can see it contorting LSD distorting my vision
I'll just snort and dismiss it, find something to snort and get lifted
But cocaine ain't even get me high, I told that white girl, bye
Polaroids plastered on my tinder, but I don't even reply
My crush ghosted me, I'm trying to follow her steps
Can't see with rose tints, I'm feeling out of my depth
And I keep thinking bout death, need to calm down I'm on acid
Wait it's too late think I'm about to have a bad trip
[Sloth]
You thought you killed me, well here's a verse from the late me
We both know you only hate me because you ain't me
That new color suits you well
Show it to me personally, I'm waiting on you in hell
Surrounded by all these flames but I won't burn
Surrounded by all these problems, but I won't stir
How can they consume me when I'm already dead
Y'all niggas the real zombies just tryna get ahead
Might fuck around and repeat the same lines
And I'm offbeat, running on colored people time
I didn't even write 16 bars do I'm gone end it here
But you're in good hands now that Envy's here
[Envy]
Wait this looks fun, I'm jumping in like Mario
Get the sandpits ready, so the haters can see how far he go
When I land the floor creaks, Dawson, Rosario
Only going down where no hair is, like Dario
Cause thats how all my niggas do it, why should I be different?
I told y'all I'm seeing green, please stop calling it resentment
I was working hard, using these lines to earn my finish
But if I was in your car I'd feel a little more contented
Not to mention, y'all shouldn't even be in contention
You're old news like what's used in historic lynching
And you got a penchant for disrespecting wenches
Oops i meant bitches, oops i meant women
Sometimes I wanna be shallow too like the pools children swim in
And wallow in my depression and stay acting timid
I'm sad but I'm living, I ain't bad, or Christian
I ain't fad, I'm winning, I ain't mad, but him is
[Wrath]
Not sure if I'm Thanos or Kratos, I can't tell
But all these charges seem worth it when the fans yell
They try to hold me back like you don't gotta throw those hands, chill
So I stood my ground and beat his ass from a stand still
I stand tall, I bust shots
I fuck thots, I don't trust cops
I don't trust friends either too many knives in my back
So this angry beaver pulls them out for a counterattack
I can hear them now, not surprised, another violent black
So I use the knife to slit their throats, another silent hack
They jailing niggas over some trumped up charges
That's why I got all this hate, polar opposite of Debarges
Might head to North Korea, ask where the nearest sarge is
Tee his head up, hit a homer like I'm marge kid
If you want more, wait for number four
Told you I'm the god of war, so I'm headed back to mars bitch
[Greed]
It's me, Mr. Take a Bigger Hit
Everything about me is wonderful, I'm on my tigger shit
My dick ain't ever in the wright, this is what got bigger whipped
But me and the white man both think i need a bigger whip
This native son need a bigger gun and a bigger clip
Or some liquid swords to chop you niggas on some GZA shit
I need so much time that I need a bigger wrist
And rollies white diamonds, skin black as licorice
New clothes trying hard just to fit 'em in
New hoes trying hard just to get it in
And unlike them, never satisfied
Pretend I cast aside but that is just the saddest lie
I got a problem, I should be on "Hoarders"
Still got old gift cards from borders
Keep tinder matches in case they want to run it back
But the next dude wanted that, so have fun with that
[Lust]
I ain't talking about your phone, what's your sleep number?
Your 69 is perfect for the slumber
You got good pipes they're perfect for this plumber
You're only an alright wife but perfect for the summer
Because I don’t want no strings, something like Ultron
Just want 5 bitches to cum together something like Voltron
I got one freak, but she's good for an insane bender
On all fours give her a shot to her face like a game ender
Bitches I ain't playing with you, you only staying for tonight
Slaying virgins left or right, looking like a horror night
Be my little whore tonight, you know a nigga horny right?
Depending on your mood, I can be rude or polite
Switching like Nintendo, pass me that endo
Taking notes on what you like so I can make your screams crescendo
FWB, but we ain't really friends though
Just make like my follow and swallow if you comprendo
[Gluttony]
I'm a mad villain doctor doom dropping acid and munching shrooms
Chili dogs like sonic boom, probably lead me to my tomb
Quit with all the doom and gloom, drags on like Fing Fang Foom
Stopped eating these wack rappers alive cause I don't have the room
I'm on a diet--don't expect for you to buy it
Binging just to cope don't tell me you haven't tried it
Keep my stomach full, and my plate empty
But I don't eat shit, you? You've ate plenty
Got exquisite taste, used to have a personal chef
Eating till I was out of breath but I still loved him to death
So don't worry if I turn blue, I love cookies
I eat sweets like Lil Wayne eats pussy
I eat beats like I work across from Jim
And I didn't go even when I lived across from gym
Your girl ate my pearly whites, should be flossing them
My teeth my pride and joy? And pride? Ain't no crossing him
[Pride]
I go a capella man, fuck all that beat shit
Y'all dick riding waves so much I'm surprised you ain't seasick
And y'all wonder why I'm heated, bitch I don't believe it
You can't top this black, so stop talking all that street shit
Bitch I'm undefeated really I'm the best out
Send me to the school of hard knocks, bet i test out
My brothers best man don't understand why the rest doubt
They got crests on their thrones? I got a throne as my crest wow
Who told you I'm a Martian, coming at you LIVE FROM THE GARDEN
Leader of the free world but ain't begging for no pardons
You waiting on hell to freeze, I was guilty of the arson
Original sin, and you better bet I play my part bitch
So don't tell me what I'm able to do
You got no reason like an Ableton crew, guess I'm cable to you
You wanna mess with the future, better McFly your way home
Take all your buddies with you, bitch, I work alone