Fed Up Of Everything Apart From The Nicotine In My Bloodstream by Teddy Luger Lyrics

In my bed, head's a mess, just cried for 40 minutes
I thought I was over this but honestly I still feel it
Have a cigarette and hope that it'll be alright
Feels like there's no cure for this self conscious state of mind

I'll take a breather, maybe pick some petals
Roll another and let the nicotine settle
It was so easy when I played heavy metal
When did I become so forgettable?

I think that everyone can see
The old me was left in 2017
Now a loser walks the streets
A history of being with liars and cheats

Maybe it's all self inflicted
Nearly 20 years old but my head is missing
It was only last week that we were kissing
I just don't like the way that I'm being depicted

It was so easy when I played heavy metal
When did I become so forgettable?
I think that everyone can see
The old me was left in 2017
Now a loser walks the streets
A history of being with liars and cheats