Am i by Tearzdrop Lyrics

I wrote this paper on a the top of a skyscraper thoughts speeding through my head as i lay bed am i good enough now as i shoot 2 down am i good enough now as i drag em to the closet am i good enough now laughing like im psycho i might as well be so much stuff wrong with me looking at the pictures and seeing life and the good time now i look in a broken mirror but i still see me broken leave you chocking man you think im joking man lets forget the beef because imma frigging beast im only 13 man look at me im sick and stupid i don't what happen i sit in class all do is pin tapping i am i good enough now?