I have to be okay by Tea Lyrics

Constantly reminded of my past self's dumb mistakes
Wishing i could go back in time

Dreaming on repeat, climbing up the staircase
Stepping into open air

Nicotine for dinner, you ask if i've lost weight
The truth is that i didn't mean to

Panic in the bathroom, 'cause the person in my mirror
Is a foggy recollection of me

But i have to be okay
You say there's just too much at stake
And i'd throw it all away
If i said goodbye today