Anesthesia by Taylor Squared Lyrics
[Verse 1]
The absence of light
The hope and the bleakness
The prettiest thing are always found in the sickness
The things that I've wanted have all come today
But I never wanted to have them this way
[Verse 2]
It feels worse that it's out of my control
It feels worse that no one fucking knows
Distraction is my anesthesia
I'll be lucky if it holds me over till the fall
Though the hundred year cycles all line up with today
I'll just wish it never happened anyway
[Verse 3]
Morе anxious bite dents in my pen caps
[?] and switching bеtween three or four apps
Am I the one who's isolating now
Or are they the ones who don't want me around
[Verse 4]
It feels worse that it's out of my control
It feels worse that no one fucking knows
Distraction is my anesthesia
I'll be lucky if it holds me over till the fall
Though the hundred year cycles all line up with today
I'll just wish it never happened anyway
[Chorus]
Distraction is my anesthesia
I'll be lucky if it holds me over till the fall
Though the hundred year cycles all line up with today
I'll just wish it never happened anyway
[Verse 5]
Seconds turn to minutes, turn to hours, turn to days
Most leading to a set of [?] looking decay
My anxiety's been dulled by the numbness that I made
I'm sick and tired of waiting
Can my time just come today
It was so much worse that I was almost okay
'Cause now it feels like all of that has been taken away
And I'll go back to blaming myself
Like it's my fault that world is fuckin' hell
[Chorus]
Distraction is my anesthesia
I'll be lucky if it holds me over till the fall
Though the hundred year cycles all line up with today
I'll just wish it never happened anyway
[Chorus]
Distraction is my anesthesia
I'll be lucky if it holds me over till the fall
Though the hundred year cycles all line up with today
I'll just wish it never happened anyway
[Chorus]
Distraction is my anesthesia
I'll be lucky if it holds me over till the fall
Though the hundred year cycles all line up with today
I'll just wish it never happened anyway
The absence of light
The hope and the bleakness
The prettiest thing are always found in the sickness
The things that I've wanted have all come today
But I never wanted to have them this way
[Verse 2]
It feels worse that it's out of my control
It feels worse that no one fucking knows
Distraction is my anesthesia
I'll be lucky if it holds me over till the fall
Though the hundred year cycles all line up with today
I'll just wish it never happened anyway
[Verse 3]
Morе anxious bite dents in my pen caps
[?] and switching bеtween three or four apps
Am I the one who's isolating now
Or are they the ones who don't want me around
[Verse 4]
It feels worse that it's out of my control
It feels worse that no one fucking knows
Distraction is my anesthesia
I'll be lucky if it holds me over till the fall
Though the hundred year cycles all line up with today
I'll just wish it never happened anyway
[Chorus]
Distraction is my anesthesia
I'll be lucky if it holds me over till the fall
Though the hundred year cycles all line up with today
I'll just wish it never happened anyway
[Verse 5]
Seconds turn to minutes, turn to hours, turn to days
Most leading to a set of [?] looking decay
My anxiety's been dulled by the numbness that I made
I'm sick and tired of waiting
Can my time just come today
It was so much worse that I was almost okay
'Cause now it feels like all of that has been taken away
And I'll go back to blaming myself
Like it's my fault that world is fuckin' hell
[Chorus]
Distraction is my anesthesia
I'll be lucky if it holds me over till the fall
Though the hundred year cycles all line up with today
I'll just wish it never happened anyway
[Chorus]
Distraction is my anesthesia
I'll be lucky if it holds me over till the fall
Though the hundred year cycles all line up with today
I'll just wish it never happened anyway
[Chorus]
Distraction is my anesthesia
I'll be lucky if it holds me over till the fall
Though the hundred year cycles all line up with today
I'll just wish it never happened anyway