Silent by Taylor Simpson Lyrics

This one is quiet
So you will not buy it
So you will not hear me talk about you in private
'Cause you don't exist to me, yet you insist that we
Continue to dance around what all of this could be
I can't tell you how much I'm alone

I told my sister when I had some feelings
But now that I'm gone, I know she won't hear me
No one to talk to and no one to listen
No one but me, and I know what I'm missing
I can't handle my life alone

I need someone closer so I can have closure
There are some things that must not be said
If you can hear me, I want you to tell me
Why am I this, why aren't I dead?

I've seen too much now, loved, hurt, and such now
I cannot tell you the stories I've read
Hear my own life from the one I thought wife
But despite all my feelings, I'm happy instead
This one is silent
So you won't be violent
When you hear this and think that it's about you in private
You will not tell me
That you're living in hell
Please let me come in, and I'll hold out my hand