The Mess Im In by Taylor John Williams Lyrics

[Verse 1]
What is it now
About the winter time
That's always had its way?
And has two feed
Upon the decency
Of what we made that day

[Chorus]
But instead of
Losing myself and wondering where you've been
I'll be picking up the pieces
Waiting for you to make a mess again

[Verse 2]
I here them now
Unwholesome thoughts are dancing inside my head
With two left feet
"How are you now?" crashes into "Who's inside your bed?"

[Chorus]
But instead of
Killing myself and wondering where you've been
I'll be picking up the pieces
Waiting for you to make a mess again
[Verse 3]
I miss your voice
The way it bends the air
And makes it feel like home
It haunts me now
But I wouldn't dare dream of asking it to go

[Chorus]
So instead of
Losing myself because of the mess I'm in
Oh, I'll be picking up the pieces
Waiting for you to make a mess again
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