Sunwind by Tarverp Lyrics

What has become of me?
Who am I? Who are we?
What's the answer for your pain
I know I must be insane

I'm confused because I
Bring the tears to your eyes
I'm guilty for your sadness
This fight seems to be endless

My heart is crying now for you
And I don't even know what to do
I remember in your eyes was sun
But that sun's forever gone

My soul is dying now for you
And you don't know what to do
I remember in your face was a smile
Now I'm asking myself WHY

God, help me, please, on my knees I am praying every day
Tell me why, how could I, I can't recognize my face
Mirror is my enemy, it's showing me who is really me
Destroyer of the sun, you are still my only one
You are still my only one
I can feel the wind that blows from the sun
I have promised to the sun
All the bad deeds that I've done
Will be erased from my shield
All the guilt and all the filth