The River by Tapping The Vein Lyrics

I'm going to the river
And there I'm going to swim until I sink
I've been drowning here forever
So, it won't make a difference to me

Don't you see what the buzz is?

Look at me
I am nothing but a need to reach you

If I don't go to the river
I'm going to crawl into a hole and fill me in
This thing will suffocate me
So, you see, the only difference is when

I don't know what the trick is

Look at me
I am nothing but a need to reach you

I've waited so long
That I can smell the rotting of my brain
And I'm shaking and I'm stammering
And tasting the sting of my failure
Look at me
I am nothing but a need to reach you
Look at me
I am nothing but a need, this need

Every day I see rage in the mirror
It's dripping from me
Throbbing through me
I can't be any clearer
It's on my wall and it's frightening me