Love/Deception by Tapestry Lyrics

I want to be the cancer rotting through your bones
The thoughts of me breaking you like sticks and stones
And when I’m on your breath I hope you choke
Further twist the knife in my chest and send me home
I was in doubt
And you promised me you loved me
Just days before you walked out
See how little your promises mean to me now

'Cause I hate you like I hate myself
But I could never love anyone else
And I’d hate to let you watch me drown
But you’re the only one who could ever pull me down

You were my perfection
But you never looked at me the same
My love for you was my deception
For how you really felt about me
I'll cut open my chest and rip out my heart
And give it to you as a gesture of all my love
'Cause what I have given you has never seemed to be enough
I’ll never been enough
I hope you know I burnt the photos of us
The lies that you wrote are scattered in the dust
You’re forever the darkest place in my heart
The one spot the lights is not
'Cause I hate you like I hate myself
But I could never love anyone else
And I’d hate to let you watch me drown
But you’re the only one who could ever pull me down
Pull me down