Ode to Myself by Tamash936 Lyrics
[Chorus]
Love to take my time, don't know what's real
This is not the way I was before, was popping many pills
Thinking it would take my pain, but took my anger made it clear
That was not the way I want to be, so then I made it here
Are you proud of who I am now that I made myself appear
As a better person who could make the toxic disappear
And the flaws that he once flaunted aren't even close to clear
Like they were back in the day so now his friends can only cheer
[Verse]
For thе person he becamе, they said that he could not be saved
And I took that to the grave, and said that I'll make it one day
They know this life hard for me, because I made so many change
I can't go to sleep at night because I'm thinking back to ways
I was hurting you and hurting me cus I could not just stop
I would take one at a time and never think of what you thought
Bout the actions I was taking, if they wanted me could not
Turn them down but now the records in my brain have start to rot
Ode right to myself I can't behave
That's what I said back in days, when I was stuck inside a cage
Thumbing through all of the papers, tryna find a job with wage
That would ease my point of mind, but I can't do it on this day
[Chorus]
Love to take my time, don't know what's real
This is not the way I was before, was popping many pills
Thinking it would take my pain, but took my anger made it clear
That was not the way I want to be, so then I made it here
Are you proud of who I am now that I made myself appear
As a better person who could make the toxic disappear
And the flaws that he once flaunted aren't even close to clear
Like they were back in the day so now his friends can only cheer
Love to take my time, don't know what's real
This is not the way I was before, was popping many pills
Thinking it would take my pain, but took my anger made it clear
That was not the way I want to be, so then I made it here
Are you proud of who I am now that I made myself appear
As a better person who could make the toxic disappear
And the flaws that he once flaunted aren't even close to clear
Like they were back in the day so now his friends can only cheer
[Verse]
For thе person he becamе, they said that he could not be saved
And I took that to the grave, and said that I'll make it one day
They know this life hard for me, because I made so many change
I can't go to sleep at night because I'm thinking back to ways
I was hurting you and hurting me cus I could not just stop
I would take one at a time and never think of what you thought
Bout the actions I was taking, if they wanted me could not
Turn them down but now the records in my brain have start to rot
Ode right to myself I can't behave
That's what I said back in days, when I was stuck inside a cage
Thumbing through all of the papers, tryna find a job with wage
That would ease my point of mind, but I can't do it on this day
[Chorus]
Love to take my time, don't know what's real
This is not the way I was before, was popping many pills
Thinking it would take my pain, but took my anger made it clear
That was not the way I want to be, so then I made it here
Are you proud of who I am now that I made myself appear
As a better person who could make the toxic disappear
And the flaws that he once flaunted aren't even close to clear
Like they were back in the day so now his friends can only cheer