Self-love/hate em by Taiylor Manson Lyrics

Life is getting meaner
Getting older things are getting clearer
There's a girl who's looking in the mirror
Wondering why people do not see her

There's a boy who's always feeling nauseous
Life is bad and homie is exhausted

Hate myself
That hate I cannot stop it
Cannot stop it
Cannot find the off switch

Love myself
But I need your help
Will to live is weak
Like my mental health

Daily greeting thinking that you are consistent
Trying self love but the heart doesn't listen
Trying self love but the brain is resistant
Maybe it's better if you kept your distance
(Gun shot)

Moving fast now
Feeling so lonely
Healing so slowly 

Look at my reflection
Evil soul that looks holy

Madness, pain feels like a habit
I don't even know why I have it

Happy
I just wanna be happy
Music makes happy
(You used to make happy )

In it by myself now
Got no one else but myself now
I'll never let myself down
Increasing self love

In it by myself now
Got no one but myself now
I'll never let myself down
Increasing all my self love
Self love
Self love

(OUTRO)

Still feels like I gotta find my way
Came onto this earth
I know that I'm not here to stay

Just looking for happiness
Almost every single day
You won't understand
Because you don't know my pain

What a hypocrisy
I take physics but I wanna study psychology
My parents controlling my life

I get home
Can't even smile when I'm inside
They think I run from my problems
When I just wanna change my life

I got bad parents for life
And I hate em' for it