Night Watching throwaway by Taiylor Manson Lyrics

Night watching
Talking to the stars I'm a night talker
You're searching for my heart
You're a love stalker

I'm just looking for the right one
The right lover
I've never felt love
Can't say I luh yuh

Girl you know that I'm trying
Inside ,I feel like I'm dying
Emotions making me upset
Demons in my dreams destroying me while I rest
I'm not the best
And I'm not trying, to perfect
Cause all the fake people seem perfect
Living for me , forget the rest

They talk about me, but not with their chests
Fake friends don't get no benefits
I'm still wishing them well
I am an angel influenced
Influenced by hell
I don't know if you can tell
There's something wrong with my soul
And I am not feeling well
Feeling bad
Girl I'm feeling like hell (hell)

Girl I know you love me
You'll love me forever
I spit all this pain on my records
I know my pain is your pleasure
I saved your life, It's a pleasure
Happiness coming in never

Girl you know you can trust me
Girl you know you can love me
Cause I'm nothing without you
And you're nothing me

[Outro]
A nice cry
Babygirl just get emotional

Emotion rollercoaster
In pain going coast to coast with posters
I know my haters hear my songs
And in private they sing along
Money makes the world go round
We need a ship or we all gon' drown