So Alone by Tabanacle Lyrics
[Hook]
And I've been going through hell;
Caught in a vicious spell
Blinded by the lies, crossed course, stumbled and fell
I'm feeling so alone, I think I’m 'bout to explode
System overload
[Verse 1]
I've been broken by piers
Seventeen years I been holding these tears
A lot of days went by hope disappeared
And it was painful looking in the eyes of the closest them near
Everyday facing our fears as they crept by
Grew up feeling angry so I never really slept right
I'm in a hole trapped I feel the pain of my whole camp
I feel the rage of that old tramp
That you walk bye there on the street
Like no one's caring for me so why'd I care if he eats
See its a cruel world full of hate
Another day of mistakes u just wanna change
But the heart ache and memory's won't never leave
I been through the pain, pain don't never ease
Rap my life attack the mic I feel the pain we got trapped
Inside but that's our lives
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
I was looking for a home man I searched for years
But they don't never see the picture when it hurts you here
No one ringing up my phone I was kicked up out on my own
So thinking is this life really worth the tears
Many days all alone got my head stress
And I been sat there trying to figure out the next step
Cos I was young and on my own had me wishing I could grow
Steady walking down this road in some next ends
My Nana told me I should try and forget friends
In life they don't wanna see you higher than it gets them
And she was right cos I been sitting there at times
And not a single one arrived to ever help like I helped them
But I don't need em now life has taught me how to last
They couldn't wear my shoes or every try and walk my path
Or do the things I've done or ever face the stuff I faced
And still come out on top and just smile as I walked away
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
Its gettin' harder how we living this now
So much thinking is doubt n it gets worse trying
To figure it out
And its trapped in your mind for days an only deepens
Through the time it stays its like we ain't got the time
To pray
Ain't got time in the day its all about money so I guess
We just grind away
Its a life of pain with no gain but I'd rather take the knowledge
Than jewels and chains cos only fools would change
And there's a sacrifice we all make whether its good or bad
There's a sacrifice we all take
And life just don't seem great and if u don't relate then was
Probably born eating off a golden plate
There's no faith no hope just a broken road my feet hurt from
This walk I got swollen toes
And no one knows your pain so who can hold u close
But I guess I grew like every other kid from broken homes
[Hook]
And I've been going through hell;
Caught in a vicious spell
Blinded by the lies, crossed course, stumbled and fell
I'm feeling so alone, I think I’m 'bout to explode
System overload
[Verse 1]
I've been broken by piers
Seventeen years I been holding these tears
A lot of days went by hope disappeared
And it was painful looking in the eyes of the closest them near
Everyday facing our fears as they crept by
Grew up feeling angry so I never really slept right
I'm in a hole trapped I feel the pain of my whole camp
I feel the rage of that old tramp
That you walk bye there on the street
Like no one's caring for me so why'd I care if he eats
See its a cruel world full of hate
Another day of mistakes u just wanna change
But the heart ache and memory's won't never leave
I been through the pain, pain don't never ease
Rap my life attack the mic I feel the pain we got trapped
Inside but that's our lives
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
I was looking for a home man I searched for years
But they don't never see the picture when it hurts you here
No one ringing up my phone I was kicked up out on my own
So thinking is this life really worth the tears
Many days all alone got my head stress
And I been sat there trying to figure out the next step
Cos I was young and on my own had me wishing I could grow
Steady walking down this road in some next ends
My Nana told me I should try and forget friends
In life they don't wanna see you higher than it gets them
And she was right cos I been sitting there at times
And not a single one arrived to ever help like I helped them
But I don't need em now life has taught me how to last
They couldn't wear my shoes or every try and walk my path
Or do the things I've done or ever face the stuff I faced
And still come out on top and just smile as I walked away
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
Its gettin' harder how we living this now
So much thinking is doubt n it gets worse trying
To figure it out
And its trapped in your mind for days an only deepens
Through the time it stays its like we ain't got the time
To pray
Ain't got time in the day its all about money so I guess
We just grind away
Its a life of pain with no gain but I'd rather take the knowledge
Than jewels and chains cos only fools would change
And there's a sacrifice we all make whether its good or bad
There's a sacrifice we all take
And life just don't seem great and if u don't relate then was
Probably born eating off a golden plate
There's no faith no hope just a broken road my feet hurt from
This walk I got swollen toes
And no one knows your pain so who can hold u close
But I guess I grew like every other kid from broken homes
[Hook]