Sober Nights by TT17 Lyrics
[Verse]
I always talk to God, so I can see the other side (side)
I'm walkin' on thin ice (ice) , it's been that all my life (life)
Depression hit me hard, it's like "Man, I don't wanna try. Man, I don't wanna lie. Man, I just wanna die." (die)
I had some suicidal thoughts before I was a teen
I wanna come clean, I was never sippin' lean
Completely sober nights, just thinkin' to myself (myself) - "I hate my mental health (health) . Nothing will ever help!"
So, I wrote a list of the people that are truly there for me
But nobody cared for me
I should've went to therapy
But I kept my thoughts inside my head, I never wrote them down (down)
Because I would feel down, but look at me now!
I pulled 20K when I was - I was talking to myself
Didn't drop '7 Years' for y'all; I dropped it for myself
I showed it to my friends, and they said "Dropping it would help!"
They just wanna help, true friends, I can tell
One night, I deleted snap, and I-I-I felt so alone (alone)
Got mad and threw my phone, cracked the middle of my phone
I'm sick of Zoom and quarantine, "Just take it day by day" (day)
Back in March, my life was real, I felt a type of way (way)
I felt a type of way that I had never felt before
Didn't exercise, my brain's the only thing that's sore
My life was a mess, I went to bed at 4
Then, I slapped myself, it hurt so bad, but depressed I am no more! (no more)
I couldn't talk to no one, now I found all my true friends
If I'm ever feelin' down, I'll just send one of them a text (text)
I cut all the fake ties
I told the fakes to leave (to leave)
Because they don't believe, said I'm dumb chasin' dreams
I'm sorry that I'm out here makin' a life for myself
I'm sorry I found music to relieve my mental health
I'm sorry that I never hide depression with my stealth
I'm sorry that you're flippin' burgers, jealous of my wealth
I'm sorry, in the future, I'll be stackin' up my G's
And, sorry, Ima cash them out, I won't be savin' trees
My wife will be the best, she'll quit her job and leave (leave)
Walk out the 9-5 blastin' TT17
Ima pull up at my high school, while I'm ridin' in a Lambo
Just laughin' at the people that said there's places that I can't go
Let's walk down memory lane, let's take a look around (around)
Hey, look! It's the haters!
Now I don't hear a sound
I always talk to God, so I can see the other side (side)
I'm walkin' on thin ice (ice) , it's been that all my life (life)
Depression hit me hard, it's like "Man, I don't wanna try. Man, I don't wanna lie. Man, I just wanna die." (die)
I had some suicidal thoughts before I was a teen
I wanna come clean, I was never sippin' lean
Completely sober nights, just thinkin' to myself (myself) - "I hate my mental health (health) . Nothing will ever help!"
So, I wrote a list of the people that are truly there for me
But nobody cared for me
I should've went to therapy
But I kept my thoughts inside my head, I never wrote them down (down)
Because I would feel down, but look at me now!
I pulled 20K when I was - I was talking to myself
Didn't drop '7 Years' for y'all; I dropped it for myself
I showed it to my friends, and they said "Dropping it would help!"
They just wanna help, true friends, I can tell
One night, I deleted snap, and I-I-I felt so alone (alone)
Got mad and threw my phone, cracked the middle of my phone
I'm sick of Zoom and quarantine, "Just take it day by day" (day)
Back in March, my life was real, I felt a type of way (way)
I felt a type of way that I had never felt before
Didn't exercise, my brain's the only thing that's sore
My life was a mess, I went to bed at 4
Then, I slapped myself, it hurt so bad, but depressed I am no more! (no more)
I couldn't talk to no one, now I found all my true friends
If I'm ever feelin' down, I'll just send one of them a text (text)
I cut all the fake ties
I told the fakes to leave (to leave)
Because they don't believe, said I'm dumb chasin' dreams
I'm sorry that I'm out here makin' a life for myself
I'm sorry I found music to relieve my mental health
I'm sorry that I never hide depression with my stealth
I'm sorry that you're flippin' burgers, jealous of my wealth
I'm sorry, in the future, I'll be stackin' up my G's
And, sorry, Ima cash them out, I won't be savin' trees
My wife will be the best, she'll quit her job and leave (leave)
Walk out the 9-5 blastin' TT17
Ima pull up at my high school, while I'm ridin' in a Lambo
Just laughin' at the people that said there's places that I can't go
Let's walk down memory lane, let's take a look around (around)
Hey, look! It's the haters!
Now I don't hear a sound