Nostalgia by TRA (US) Lyrics
[Intro]
Yeah back in the day
Driving to school outta my way
Taking the backroads but I'm doing 70 on this highway
I pull in and park it
And shut it and lock it
I open my locker and shove in the backpack
But I pull out the water bottle
It's all in the past
Nostalgialistic
It seems so fucking simplistic
A skinny kid that was gifted
But nobody would listen
I wanna go the distance that was the mission
But it's up to the system
Fucking with my vision it's just the beginning yeah (Just the beginning)
[Verse]
I had a girl at the time
It wasn't nothing
She was a girl I was dating
Then was a girl I was fucking
Not something I was proud of but it's something
You see we had a lot of fights and lost a lot of trust
Quit having discussions yeah
Made some mistakes, what you expect
Sex is complicated when you do that shit for wrong reasons
I think I'm still decent
Evеrybody's got their demons
But my feelings masked my sеnse of reason
Too deep in this shit for leaving now
(So I) Hit the court
I'm fucking flying
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't dying to start
Starting five
I had the drive
You could see determination in my eyes
But I was put on the side
By the coach
He wasn't nothing
He don't care bout the growth of the team
He tore that shit apart like when you pull at the seams
Like that shit was a seamstress
We were a team he says
Fuck a family
That was the dream I guess yeah
But back at home I was creating
Not always the best
But that shit be nostalgic to me
Thought my life was a movie
Used to go to every movie with my dad
It makes me think about incredible moments we've had
Would've made some memories if it wasn't for the ex
I spent most of my time just trynna get her respect
And when I think about it I just get so upset, so depressed
I think that it's my biggest regret damn
I mean I'm glad I fucking did it, but I hate that I did it
I'm not convinced that I made the right decision
Should've broke it off before it got intense
We were dating but it don't make any sense
She was different from me (Different from me)
Hop in the whip
Plug in the aux
Check the clock
It's 9PM I'm out again
My mom's upset
I'm too intense
I never listen
I suck at making decisions
She wants the best for her only son
And I'm just too dumb (Just too fucking dumb)
Damn
What kind of man have I become
Mammas boy that never grew up
I know I fucking screw up
It's over
Hanging movie posters in the room with my dad but now I'm older
It's like time is moving slower but the past fucking over
It's over
It's like back in October it was fresh
But now I'm never fucking sober
Who said you needed closure
I'm working 8 days a week but just don't get the exposure
I need control of my life
I look at the past like it's brighter
I got desire
This is raw ain't no need for lying
Mufasa I'm fucking fighting
Nostalgia coming out from hiding
Driving me insane
Fuck the rhyming
Can nostalgia be bad I guess I'm just too weak for smiling damn
Yeah back in the day
Driving to school outta my way
Taking the backroads but I'm doing 70 on this highway
I pull in and park it
And shut it and lock it
I open my locker and shove in the backpack
But I pull out the water bottle
It's all in the past
Nostalgialistic
It seems so fucking simplistic
A skinny kid that was gifted
But nobody would listen
I wanna go the distance that was the mission
But it's up to the system
Fucking with my vision it's just the beginning yeah (Just the beginning)
[Verse]
I had a girl at the time
It wasn't nothing
She was a girl I was dating
Then was a girl I was fucking
Not something I was proud of but it's something
You see we had a lot of fights and lost a lot of trust
Quit having discussions yeah
Made some mistakes, what you expect
Sex is complicated when you do that shit for wrong reasons
I think I'm still decent
Evеrybody's got their demons
But my feelings masked my sеnse of reason
Too deep in this shit for leaving now
(So I) Hit the court
I'm fucking flying
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't dying to start
Starting five
I had the drive
You could see determination in my eyes
But I was put on the side
By the coach
He wasn't nothing
He don't care bout the growth of the team
He tore that shit apart like when you pull at the seams
Like that shit was a seamstress
We were a team he says
Fuck a family
That was the dream I guess yeah
But back at home I was creating
Not always the best
But that shit be nostalgic to me
Thought my life was a movie
Used to go to every movie with my dad
It makes me think about incredible moments we've had
Would've made some memories if it wasn't for the ex
I spent most of my time just trynna get her respect
And when I think about it I just get so upset, so depressed
I think that it's my biggest regret damn
I mean I'm glad I fucking did it, but I hate that I did it
I'm not convinced that I made the right decision
Should've broke it off before it got intense
We were dating but it don't make any sense
She was different from me (Different from me)
Hop in the whip
Plug in the aux
Check the clock
It's 9PM I'm out again
My mom's upset
I'm too intense
I never listen
I suck at making decisions
She wants the best for her only son
And I'm just too dumb (Just too fucking dumb)
Damn
What kind of man have I become
Mammas boy that never grew up
I know I fucking screw up
It's over
Hanging movie posters in the room with my dad but now I'm older
It's like time is moving slower but the past fucking over
It's over
It's like back in October it was fresh
But now I'm never fucking sober
Who said you needed closure
I'm working 8 days a week but just don't get the exposure
I need control of my life
I look at the past like it's brighter
I got desire
This is raw ain't no need for lying
Mufasa I'm fucking fighting
Nostalgia coming out from hiding
Driving me insane
Fuck the rhyming
Can nostalgia be bad I guess I'm just too weak for smiling damn