9PM/Future by TRA (US) Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Yeah
Bitch I did it
I fucking did it
I've been making shit for ages
I'm living life in stages
This shit is outrageous
My anxiety haunt me on a daily basis
I know I ain't the greatest but my style ain't basic yeah
It's 9pm and I wanna get wasted
My brain is a basin I'm trapped I just want an oasis
I still got plenty of traces of the faces I hated
I'm outdated before I've been dated
I'm graded it's fatal I'm waiting for the day
That I stop hating the other side of the mirror
And It's clear that I ain't got a clue what I'm supposed to do
I thought when I was older that the weight would be off of my shoulders
I'm moving slower
I'm gеtting farther from closure yeah
Thе music don't get the exposure that I feel like it deserves
And it's making me nervous
What's the purpose if I make a song but no one fucks with the verses
Fighting back and forth with the words in my brain
I'm fucking insane
I'm either really happy or covered in pain
I'm awake but I'm restrained
Far away but I'm contained (Yeah)
Make it stop
Only thing helping is making the bops
And I'm trying to swap out the negative shit that's been making me drop
But I'm not even close to the top
Even though I've been working nonstop yeah (Yeah)
It's not that easy
Social media makes it look easy and breezy
But it's completely fucked
Anxious feelings come outta nowhere like what's up
Talking to me like what's up
Fuck em I don't wanna know em
When I throw em they come back I owe em
I wonder why I was chosen to be one of the broken ones
I feel like it's filling up my lungs I lay there every night
Thinking about who I've become
And if I like him
Do I even fucking like him
I don't know
Hit the gym I'm feeling better
It distracts me from the pressure
Is it healthy
Hard to measure
My mood gets affected by the weather
Everyday is like a new adventure
New endeavor
Been so focused on the craft
Changing up the course add the lemon pepper
I never set a goal that's just too hard to measure
TRA dropping bombs you haven't seen it in forever yeah
[Future/Verse 2]
Smooth with it (Smooth)
What do I do for a TRA ticket
They're gone in a minute
It's me from the future I'm giving you snippets yeah (Yeah)
This what it be like when this shit takes off
In like 2 years or like 3 years or like 4 years or fuck it maybe more i don't know
What do I do (Woah)
I wanna stand out with the style that doesn't have shoes to fill
Cause I got cadences
The way that this flow keeps switching
Got me thinking I got ambition yeah
Got a good position to take on XXL in a few years
Already at the top of my peers what's next
Get me some streams and get me some checks
Get me some women to be at my side to show em I flex naw
I don't fuck with the state of rap
My goal is to make it and have an affect on the people that listen
The people that always feel distant
The ones that got vision but feel like they're trapped in a prison yeah
That's the reason I make it
Not trying to change it
Not trying to be savior to rap just trying to make the music I wanna make
But it's hard to shake the feeling that I'll never make cause I don't wanna blend in
And I don't get the attention that I need yeah so just end this yeah
Yeah
Bitch I did it
I fucking did it
I've been making shit for ages
I'm living life in stages
This shit is outrageous
My anxiety haunt me on a daily basis
I know I ain't the greatest but my style ain't basic yeah
It's 9pm and I wanna get wasted
My brain is a basin I'm trapped I just want an oasis
I still got plenty of traces of the faces I hated
I'm outdated before I've been dated
I'm graded it's fatal I'm waiting for the day
That I stop hating the other side of the mirror
And It's clear that I ain't got a clue what I'm supposed to do
I thought when I was older that the weight would be off of my shoulders
I'm moving slower
I'm gеtting farther from closure yeah
Thе music don't get the exposure that I feel like it deserves
And it's making me nervous
What's the purpose if I make a song but no one fucks with the verses
Fighting back and forth with the words in my brain
I'm fucking insane
I'm either really happy or covered in pain
I'm awake but I'm restrained
Far away but I'm contained (Yeah)
Make it stop
Only thing helping is making the bops
And I'm trying to swap out the negative shit that's been making me drop
But I'm not even close to the top
Even though I've been working nonstop yeah (Yeah)
It's not that easy
Social media makes it look easy and breezy
But it's completely fucked
Anxious feelings come outta nowhere like what's up
Talking to me like what's up
Fuck em I don't wanna know em
When I throw em they come back I owe em
I wonder why I was chosen to be one of the broken ones
I feel like it's filling up my lungs I lay there every night
Thinking about who I've become
And if I like him
Do I even fucking like him
I don't know
Hit the gym I'm feeling better
It distracts me from the pressure
Is it healthy
Hard to measure
My mood gets affected by the weather
Everyday is like a new adventure
New endeavor
Been so focused on the craft
Changing up the course add the lemon pepper
I never set a goal that's just too hard to measure
TRA dropping bombs you haven't seen it in forever yeah
[Future/Verse 2]
Smooth with it (Smooth)
What do I do for a TRA ticket
They're gone in a minute
It's me from the future I'm giving you snippets yeah (Yeah)
This what it be like when this shit takes off
In like 2 years or like 3 years or like 4 years or fuck it maybe more i don't know
What do I do (Woah)
I wanna stand out with the style that doesn't have shoes to fill
Cause I got cadences
The way that this flow keeps switching
Got me thinking I got ambition yeah
Got a good position to take on XXL in a few years
Already at the top of my peers what's next
Get me some streams and get me some checks
Get me some women to be at my side to show em I flex naw
I don't fuck with the state of rap
My goal is to make it and have an affect on the people that listen
The people that always feel distant
The ones that got vision but feel like they're trapped in a prison yeah
That's the reason I make it
Not trying to change it
Not trying to be savior to rap just trying to make the music I wanna make
But it's hard to shake the feeling that I'll never make cause I don't wanna blend in
And I don't get the attention that I need yeah so just end this yeah