This Isnt Easy by TOMPA Lyrics

No chance I could forget every doubt thats put in my head
Full of regret
Just another lost soul falling apart in the dark
Lay all the memories to rest
Hide them in a shoe box under the bed Those days are dead
Hollow point confession, leaving an impression
I feel like I should let it go

I canʼt seem to put this down
And lay my dreams to rest for now
I guess Iʼll lie awake in bed
And pray my conscience clears my head

No chance Iʼm letting go
Iʼm getting higher than all of my hopes
Fading away
Living an obsession, fighting my depression
Itʼs making everyday a bad dream
I lie away but canʼt scream
What is wrong with me
Give me the remedy
My life was just a movie burning on a spool
Nobody is watching anything I do
I canʼt seem to put this down
And lay my dreams to rest for now
I guess Iʼll lie awake in bed
And pray my conscience clears my head

Say goodbye
Close that chapter of your life
With every single sacrifice
Is this supposed to be easy, because this isnʼt easy

Falling out of love, weʼre through
I lost everything I had to loose
I hear that it gets better
I thought it was forever
But good things grow when were together
Drifting into better weather

Say goodbye
Close that chapter of your life
With every single sacrifice
Is this supposed to be easy, because this isnʼt easy