Downfall by TM298 Lyrics

How did it get to this
My vision is foggy
Sitting in this alley
How much more can i bleed
I must have terrible luck or something
Cause bad stuff keeps happening
Its one event after another and it keeps pileing
Everything is overwhelming
My life is crumbling
Fastly falling apart
How much longer can i stand the suffering
Im officially at the bottom
This is the peak of my downfall

I dont wanna leave my family
My own was just getting started, just had a healthy baby
I hope an ambulance is coming for me
I doubt it, barely anyone cares
Before i know it ill be going up heaven stairs
Or ill probably end up in hell, i deserve to be there
What legacy do i even leave behind
How would people remember me
At this point i dont even know
I've forgotten who i am
Am i this or that, or just another fool
Whos about to lose his life to violence
I shouldve just minded my business
Now look where im at, laying motionless
In my own pool of blood in the middle of the city
Im better than this, or i used to be
This world is so cruel and mean
Even a guy like me can end up going down the wrong path
Well i guess these are my dying words
Ive accepted my demise, my untimely exit from the world
Dont cry at my funeral
Just remember who i was
A man trying to make it in life
Just like everyone else
There is no one to blame
But myself
I think i see something in the distance
But im about to black out
Is this the end of me?